okay okays .
i suddenly have the urge to say this (:
I LOVE TOH MIN ER BAOBEHS FOREVER (:
ILOVE MICHELLE WIFEY FOREVER (:
ILOVE MY BABY (:
im lame i noe :D



tags reply :D

wifey , o.o i put 2 hearts lehs (: hahs .

baobehs , lalalalalas:D

wifey , wo ai nis (: yeas. we're the strong cpl "D

ruhayu , laogong . iloveyous toos :D

pris, lols. ure studies better dhen me lehs >< i confirm drop if i still dun study . maybe i'll study when sku reopen yeas. i cant afford to drop (:
hahas: D im lazy to edit my template lahs. shall relink yous soon alrites ((:

huiying , o.o lols.

baobehs , told yous alrdy (:

pris, hahas. i'll smile ders (: thanks girl (: x33

iris , hhas :D thanks bestie :D iloveyous :D

ruhayu , laogong , i wont emo agns lahs. yous also dun emo alrites (: yous emo i emo :D
thats a promise (: hahas: D iloveyous :D

iris , bestie . take ure medi !~ dangerous person going mad ard ! LOL. :D

baobehs , ure name is always up lahs. my blogskin got ure pic and name lehs :D hahas:D

grace , yah luhs yah luhs , dangerous girl :D hahas: D

iris , cannot siao . LOL . later me and grace send yous go back mental hopi (: hahas:D

wifey, thanks wifey :D hahas :D iloveyous :D

pris, im cutting down :D i promise i wont smk so much lers (: dun worry (:

......, o.o who yous ? o.o lols. no need lahs. i noe my limits , thanks ehs whoever yous are (: mind riteing down ure name nxt tym (:

huiying , hahas :DDDD give yous nxt tym lahs ><><>< LOL. :D

finally replied all tags :D hahas: DDDD



lalalaa:D
mood finally stable (:
hahas :D
thanks to ppl ard me cheering me up (:
ppl lyk , baobehs , wifey , nu er , bestie , grace laogong,pris cousin(ex hubby) . :D thanks girlfriends ure are being loved (:
esp , baobehs and wifey lahs (:

baobehs, will nvr fail to make me smile when im with her. though we've quarell so many tyms , but we manage to make it up .our 15 positions will nt be forgotten yeas. 1 year of frenships , 6 months of steading , time really flies lahs (: we'll last alrites (: nothing could break us apart (:
220208<3
wifey , wifey , dun worry , nth could break us apart toos (: we're forever the super glue (:
we'll last alrites (: ppl dare break us , i break the head (: just lyk i promise yous ((: thanks girl , for being by my side all along ((:260808<3

bestie , must eat ure medi hors (: hahas . thanks girl . for making my day on sat (: its really fun with yous and grace (: we share alot of secrets tgt (: 040107 <3 shall last alrites (: thats the 1st day i got to noe yous (:

grace laogong , laogong :D its really fun being with yous lahs :D sorrys . i forgotten our 1st mth anni . 2nd mth will nt be forgotten i promise (: we'll last toos ((: 250808<3

and lastly ,
pris ex hubby (:
she's my cousin now lahs (: thanks girl .for being dere toos (: hahas :D
i promise i'll cut down on smking yeas, dun worry bout me(: i'll noe how to takecare of myself ((: anybody bully or scold yous agn , tell me , i help yous scold dems back alrites (:

hahas :D okays , im done. im waiting for baobehs to wake. she's going find her bibi , and im gonna go find baby and mummy (:
aww , im bankrupt lers lahs ><>< =.=
shall chiong audii :DD i must lvl today ((: lalalas:DDDD



i guess, im nt going out today either. baobehs is nt free. and something really ruins my mood terribly . fuck. maybe i shall just find ppl to have lunch with me and go home chiong audi . hais><
sorry nu er , intended to go bugis with yous , budden last min din go . sorrys girl , we shall go other tym alrites (:

im really nt in the mood now. fuck fuck fuck.


lalalas:D
chiong audi almost the whole day . super sians. decided come out to blog (:
i offline baby online=.=
he pigggggggggggggg lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ slp for so longggggggggg ~ aww !~
lols.
i super guai todays alrites. dint went out . expect for going downstairs finding iris and grace (:
chatted alot with dems (: having fun with dem toos ((: hahaas ((:
played audi half way grace call me to ask me out. ask dem to look for me at my house downstairs and they reached.
went down , chatted awhile , and went upstairs to smk .
and iris seems to hadn had her medication lahs. she saw smoke and keep laughing. so i was dere keep disiao her. saying she just came out frm mental hop=x haahas. and i was telling her,
ehehs. got smoke lehs . laugh lehs.
so she gave me tht stupid laughing , and she made me laugh toos (:
slack at playground. wrote alot of things , telling each other alot of secrets ((:
and bout 5.30 they went home,
went to smk agns and went home . while msging with nu -er and wifey ((:

thanks wifey (: for always being dere (: i noe i could rely on yous to cheer me on when im sad ((:
told wifey alot of things she told me alot toos ((: iloveyous girl (:
260808<3 is a never ending story ((:



im stress , really stress,
when will yous learn how to understand me .
hais ><
woke up early . slept at 3 last night . super sleepy though .
pray ah -tai . kept talking with korkor (: super sian .
was damn tempted to smk , and finally reach home. parents went out dhen manage to smk.
was msging with nu-er all morning (: she;s damn cute cans. :D
hahas (:
hadn had my lunch =.= all had their lunch at the place we pray ah-tai , i din eat anything=.=
din felt lyk eating. super hungry now. din feel lyk cooking noodles either=.= hais ><
guess , im going out tonight with ah yi and cousins to eat bahs. hope it dosen rain though . (: hahas ><
sian sian sian . im super siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ~ some one pls entertain meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. awwwwwwwwww !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~





i dunnoe wad im tinking now. i've thot thru so much . baobehs told me sumting today . read her msg . im still thinking.
am i really been thinking too much .
after tht day , tht they told me things. i am still thinking. i dunnoe wads on my mind now .
im acting lyk nothing had happen. things are really stressing me.
sku was damn normal .
im laughing in sku , yeas. budden i din noe if real or fake. i almost cried in sku today . nobody noes.
i acted damn normal , budden im thinking alot inside.
i've totally lost interest in my studies my cca. and everything.
i wish i could stay at home the whole day.
thanks for those who cheer me on with ure jokes and everything today .
guys wouldn understand wad girls are thinking seriously. hais ><


fck lahs. when can all those tears dry up . when can i stop crying,
im thinking sometyms im really useless.i break down so easily.
i hate myself . fck fck fck .


seriously , i dun noe wads happening to me anymore.
i cldn stand it anymore.
its been long since i had been lyk this.
im sorrys wifey , i broke our promise. i cldn be strong anymore.
i break down easily . i really had no ideas wads happening to me.
its really been long since i last been lyk this.
i dunnoe wads troubling me seriously.

seriously , i dun deserve all of ure ders care. i had nvr take in any advice frm ure. yet i just took everything for granted . at the end i blame everybody who's in fault, yet the most fault come frm myself.
ignore me . i'll be fine.
im really nt as strong as ure think anymore. i may appear happy, budden i wasn . sorrys.


im home ((:
250808
HAPPY 1ST MTH ANNI TO ME AND GRACE LAOGONG ((: im sorrys. i've forgotten all bout its. aww !

260808
HAPPY 1ST MTH TO ME AND MICHELLE WIFEY ((:we shall last long (: im sorrys. wasn able to celebrate it on tht day . had shooting ): aww.

as for today ((:
thanks wifey ((: for the day (: its really much fun beings with yous.
we shall go out on every wed alrites ((: it shall be our day ((:
bought cpl chain with her todays ((: nice nice ((: aww ((:
hahas. went marucs house slack ard.
and , marcus become my er zi ((: hhas .
and his didi johnathan also my er zi . his dog is my baby ((: hahas ((:
fun fooling ard with dems ((: thanks for the day yeas ((:


michelle mei msg me todays . telling me she quitted smking . told her i wont be quiting.
she kept asking me to quit . got abit dulan =.=
thot thru wad she told me. maybe she was right. i should quit .
i guess, im getting more and more rebellious at tyms.
i hadn been thinking for ppl who cares bout me.
alot ppl wanted me to quit.
i noe. ure dint lyk me to smk , ure care yet i just took everything for granted.
i guess , im really big enough to think and care for myself.
this place is getting more and more dangerous ,
police and hsa are going ard catching ppl =.=
its really dangerous now.
seriously is nt im afraid of getting caught.
i just dint wanted my parents to worry .
though at tyms , i really wanted dem to give up on me. i wanted all the freedom i could get ,
bud letting someone giving up on yous isn so nice after all .
i saw my parents quarelling ytd over things.
i din want dems to quarell over me toos.
im really stress up enough .
sku, home and everything.
i dint want to drop to na. but looking at my result now. i would most likely drop .
i dint want tht to happen . by than i would have rather quit sku .
i guess, its tym for me to be big enough to decide wad i really want, instead of being lyk this everytyms.

maybe we could just put everything aside and start afresh ? i really dint wanted this frenship to end . i noe. im bad , you dint want me to smk , yet sometyms i just cldn stop myself , you told me before , you dun lyk ppl to smk.i promise , i would cut down . im sorry ):

sometyms. if everything could change , i wldn want it to be lyk this.



lalalaa:D
260808 <333 HAPPY 1ST MTH ANNII TO ME AND MICHELLE WIFEY (: we had both waiting for this day to come lahs ((: wifey , no matter wad i will stay by ure side (: yous can look me up for anything , i'll always be dere for yous i promise ((: we'll learn how to be strong tgt ((: sad lahs . im having shooting tomo =.= cant go out celebrate . but shall celebrate it on wed instead ((: im really busy this week lahs ((: damn damn damn . dere's gonna be sci test tomo . i haven learn a single thing lahs=.= im prepare to fail anw=.= zzz.

i guess, its all my fault all along . wadever has becoming into now yeas,
was all my fault, i cant blame others for it. but i just hope you understand .
you've been claiming tht i dun understand you at all neither you understand me either.
in the 1st place we should have sort things out . i dun want it to turn out lyk this. i want to go back lyk how we use to be in the past. but i guess now its rather impossible . i dunnoe . ><><

lalalaa:D
260808 <333 tomo =".="" lahs=".="" anw=".="" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 153);">

i guess, its all my fault all along . wadever has becoming into now yeas,
was all my fault, i cant blame others for it. but i just hope you understand .
you've been claiming tht i dun understand you at all neither you understand me either.
in the 1st place we should have sort things out . i dun want it to turn out lyk this. i want to go back lyk how we use to be in the past. but i guess now its rather impossible . i dunnoe . ><><

tags replies ((:

pris,
lols. i din meant tht way lahs >< lols.

huiying , hahas. orhs. LOL ((:

linyong, dearest , thanks ehs ((:

min er, lols. its over liaos >< awww. we din celebrate this mth lahs (: celebrate nxt mth alrites (: its a must hor ((:

baby , lols. yoh ~ hahas :D ily :D

yuxuan , yuxuan <3relink><

iris , bestie :D thanks :D hahas :D o.o will edit soon . lazy lahs >< hahaas :DDD

grace , laogong :D hahas :DD hellos :DDD iloveyous :DDD

ruhayu , laogong :D iloveyous toos :DD dun emo lers hors ((: i din emo you cannot emo ((:

pris, LOL. i will control de lahs ><><

cindy , ohohs . relink soon .thanks (:

ruhayu, lalalalas:D

iris,, lols. bestie:D is mood swing lahs >< hahaas. thanks girl :D

huiying , hahas :D wad thing ? o.o my mum noe sure kpkb lyk hell -.- LOL.

michelle, laopo :D hahas :D yupp . im so looking forward also lahs :DDD hahaaaa: DDDiloveyous :D

finally :D finish replying all tags ((: hahas :DDD



im back to post agns. i had nth better to do >< lols.
sian sian sian . i cant go out today lahs=.=
gonna go pray my ah gong laters.
i miss baby (: i miss baobehs (:
they are still slping happily lahs-.- yet im here waiting for my parents to get things done.
sian till cannot sian liao lahs >< aww .

baby :
i really hope we can last , i want you to pull me thru everything . even if one day,
my parents noe about our relationship i wont give it up . sometyms i really wanted to tell my parents about our relationship i want dem to approve yous. but i noe they wont. they wont be those type tht are so good. i dun want anything to affect our relationship , iloveyous.
i want you to be the last and only will yous ? aww ><

baobehs :
its been 6mths since we're tgt lahs (: tyms really flys. infact we have alrdy noe each other 1 year plus.
i still rmb we had our 1st quarells on smth stupid . maybe you've forgotten budden i din (:
all those quarells we've been thru . pulls our frenship stronger, we'll nvr run out of topics to talk when we're tgt . whenever we're tgt, the whole place wld be filled with our craps and laughter (:
ure always the 1st one im looking for when i needed ppl to talk to . and ure always dere . thanks ((:
other ppl dun see well of our frenship , due to quarells and the fights we always had. budden we manage to make it up after awhile (: but quarells build friendships more alrites ((:
baobehs iloveyous ((:



shall came to update bout ytd ((: since dere's nth for me to do now .
aww. baby , baobehs are still slping =.= lols.

__ytd__
was suppose to celebrate me and baobehs 6 mths anni lahs ><
everything was spoiled by MOMO FREN-.-

fuck lahs. how can yous call ureself a fren when you anyhow baodoh ppl -.- stupid lahs.
somemore you say de thing is nt real de luhs, fuck lahs. baodoh ppl very fun mehs.
ppl baodoh yous, you lyk mahs. cb =.= lyk to baodoh ppl so much , and talk craps so much , want hai also hai ureself lahs=.= cb -.-


shall continue :D
hahas :D and another one was momo teacher lahs-.- fck -.-
shadn talk bout it . cos everything was his fren fault in the 1st place-.- hahas .
went over to momo house. slack ard-.- bombing baby's fone-.-
bomb till dulan -.- but was alrites after miting him :D hahas :D
smk and slack ard. went off to loyang point to pei him eat .
went block slack ard and smk agn -.- lols.
went off to loyang point agn to play a machine . damn fun lahs :D
spend 26 dollars on 4 mirrors . aww . budden its fun though . hahas :D
baobehs came to find us after tht . pei her eat and we both cab home ><
rushing for tym ><
came home audi-ed alot :DDD
hahas :DDD

and and and
IM MARRIED TO BABY IN AUDI ON 220808 ((: <33
which is me and baobehs 6 mth anni lahs><
failed to celebrate agn this mth (: shall celebrate it nxt mth ((:



i feel lyk giving up everything all of a sudden .
i have lost interest in alot of things.
i dun feel lyk going sku anymore. i dun feel lyk studying anymore.
i dun feel lyk attending cca anymore. i dun feel lyk going out anymore.
i dunnoe wads going on with me.
everything seems to go againest me now.
almost everything. even my fone is going againest me .
i had nvr been lyk this before.
i had nvr been so du lan ever for over smth which i sldn .
i had nvr been so angry tht i just kept jumping ard and when im still on fone.
ppl really thot im going mad.
i really dunnoe wads going on with me.

yah i agree. i will nvr be the perfect gal in all of ure eyes. im bad .
im the badd-est gal in the world alrites.
i smk i drink i scold tons and tons of vulgarities i dun study .
yahyah . im bad . can can can .
i ask for everything lyk this ders. i deserve it alrites.

something really wrong with me. budden i dunnoe wad.
i should be happy.
sorrys . i had ruin all of ure mood, i sldn be lyk this. im sorry .
maybe i should reflect on myself.

HAPPY 6TH MTH ANNI WITH MIN ER BAOBEHS .
sad tht once agn , we cldn celebrate it=.=



our frenship will nvr end:DDiloveyous :DDDDDDDD
zilian :D with momo toys lahs :DD
iloveyous<3333
ryan didi :DD come out soon alrites. imissyous. we shall take more pics when ure out. dhen show me more ure guailan face :Dits really cute "DDDD
KNWC <33>
baobehs , sisters,emocouple,husband and wife , spongebob couple , single couple , steady ....forgotten . :DDD
eeyore is in love with foneeeeeee: DDDD hahhahahaa:DDD

manage to upload some pics. finally rights. hahas :DD dere are more lahs :DD
zilian-ed alot at momo house tht tym :DDD shall upload more nxt tym :DDD
hahahaa :DDDDD

260808 is really near :DDD which will be me and michelle wifey anni :DDD
we'll celebrate it alrites:DD im counting down :DDD hahahaha :DDDiloveyous :DDDDD

lalallalalaaa:DDD change blogskins today :DDD happy happy happy :DD shall go audi now :DDD byeeeee: DDD ta da:D:D

I MISS VIOLET DADDY AND RYAN DIDI .

listened to the sweet sound @ 6:02 AM

♥

lalalaaa :DDD im home alrites: DDD
shall post abit :D
min er;s having wushu now-.- aww. lols.
ohyah . thanks laopo for acompany-ing me to have lunch :D
and thanks to her fren ahyao for helping me buy hoonki :DD thanks ehs :DD hahas :DDD
ilove michelle wifey :DD
lols.
baby playing pool now . till now still haven receive his msg . =.= nvm . let him concentrate bahs. LOL.
was funny today .
when walking back too class talking to jiaying,
me : kuai dian fang xue lehs . wah lao . very long ehs.
jiaying : shi jian very fast ders lahs.
me: i funny lehs.haven satrt lesson i want end sku =.= LOL
hahas. funny luhs. i hoping for tomo :DDD so i can mit baby :DDD lalalala:DDDD
ohwells. ryan didi and violet daddy . i miss both of yous. faster come outttttt >< aww .
i miss ure alot .
awww. i promise im nt gonna be the 3rd one alrites:DDD hahas :DDD
exams coming soon . arghs. stress lahs. ><
and and and i realise smth ,
1 mth im still in overseas=.= fuck . -.- zzz. LOL.
shall post agns tonight if im free :D
i must chiong audi soon . mummy lvl 18 liaos=.= LOL.
awwwwww><

listened to the sweet sound @ 2:55 AM

Sunday, August 17, 2008 ♥

i agree , all gals are sensitive ,
they want all the concern they could get , they get irritated easily.
i noe . im one of dem .
i noe , im easily dulan-ed budden im easily satisfied.
all i wanted was someone who really cares.
im just lyk any other gals . i had mood swing. i've been trying to control my emotions.
i din want anything to affect this relationship . i really dun want. i dun want cos of my attitude to spoil anything.
maybe its really tym for me to learn . not to be so sensitive . i should learn how to be more understanding isn it .

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:17 AM

♥

fuck lahs.
why im i thinking so much agn . fuck fuck fuck ,.
why im always crying for nothing .
why am i lyk this. fuck lahs.

maybe , if im gone nothing would ever be lyk this i guess.

baby ,whr are you ? i needed you alot now. hais><

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:00 AM

♥

sian sian , stayed at home whole day. audi-ed chatting on msn . slping -.-
zzz.
aww. guess shall post pic tomo . im nt in the mood now. hais >< sadded.
min er and momo noes. hais ><

i noe . im easily dulan , but im easily satisfied toos. all i want , is you to be by my side . iis this really too much ? hais ><

listened to the sweet sound @ 6:56 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008 ♥

tags replies ((:

min er,yea, 220208 ((: is loveeeee ((:

violet ,daddy i miss yous toos ((: iloveyous ((:

baby , :DDDDx33

ruhayu ,, DARLING x3

iris, okok ((: will ders ((:

grace,, LOL. hellos. you nt very tall also luhs ((:

kokpin , hahas :DDokay lahs ((: thanks for ure tag ((: takecare ((:

michelle wifey ,, welcome ((: hahaas. anything can come find me ders ((: i'll always be dere ((: loveyoustoos ((:

kavita ,, hahas :DDsorrys >< hahas . shall play with you someday alrites ((:

kelvin baby , :DDD ily ((:

iris ,, welcome ((: haahaas. will ders ((: thanks :DD

michelle wifey ,, hahas :DD im counting down toos ((: iloveyous :DDD

darren , hahas,, okays. shall link soon alrites (("

sharon ,, hellos :DD thanks ((:

linyong,, dearest :DDDDily ((:

ruhayu , i nt sad lahs ((: got you with me i wont be sad ders ((: ily :DDD

baby , hahas: DDD iloveyous toos ((:

min er ,, BAOBEHSSS ~ dun complain dun complain .will update pics soon , lazy lahs >< hahas: DDDD

fianlly reply finish all tags . awww. hahaas:DDD shall post pics soon bah ((: hahas :DDD
im wiating for baby to online lahs ><><><
im being grounded le lahs. fuck -.-
i dun care lahs >< hahas .

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:20 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008 ♥

lalalal:D short post before i go out yea, lalalaa:DDD
mood getting better i guess. ><> <><><

just realise i hadsn been replying my tags for long tym liao ><><hahas: DDD shall post pics soon . if nt baobeh is gonna complain tht my blog no pics ders. hahas: DDD 23 more days :DDDDD

listened to the sweet sound @ 6:23 PM

♥

sku was fine today . gastric>< fuck lahs.
din went np today .
gastric .
went home ate medi and slept.
felt better and went out.
had dinner di's father treat , thanks ehs ((: hahas.
manage to eat finish a burger. super full -.- zzz.
came home tio kp till jialat . fuck lahs.
-.-
i miss violet daddy . awws .
daddy , i hope you'll be fine . we'll wait for you to come out. rmb to contact us . we'll rmb you ders.

you nvr understand , the stress im undergoing .
sometyms i just wish to shout everyhting out.
i cldn cope anymore.,
sku liddat , home liddat , outside liddat ,
wad ure want me do .
im afraid. i dun want to be send in .
i told others im nt afraid , if really im suppose to go in . my bro is long inside.
but sometyms i really felt im letting down ppl who really care for me,.
i dun noe if its really the right choice.
sometyms im still wondering why pparents lyk to send their children in ,
it dosen make any better.
seriously if sending me in , will be better i would rather go in .
i dun want face reality anymore. its really tiring .
caring bout so much things ard me .
im really afraid tht someday everything would be gone one day .
i dun want everything to be gone , im really scared.
i really dunnoe wad im suppose to do now,.
i really cant find anyone to confine everything to ,
seriously nothing seems right at the moment.

sorrys guys . i noe my attidue hasn been really good. i din noe why . im really stress out.
deres really nth i can do right now.

if my parents would really want to send me in , dhen let it be. im nt gonna care.

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:27 AM

Thursday, August 14, 2008 ♥

lalalla:D
hahas :D

super sleepy in class today -.-was playing with ruhayu darling ((:
she's married to me ytd lahs ((: during photo session ((: hahas :DDD lovesloves. 130808 x333
slept for the whole maths class. had geo test . slept. till sherry wake me up to do presentation -.- i still gong gong dere huh . -.- stupid lahs-.-
was awake le lahs-.-
has sci . super sleepy -.- zzz. listen anw . had homeecons.
bus-ed home and came out agn .
trained to adjunied to mit baby :D hahas ((:
played audi awhile . and went off at ard 7+
reach yishun ard 8 . went home.
had dinner outside..super full lahs>< zzz.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FATHER ((:


zzz. receive a call .make me super dulan lahs.
fuck lahs .
cb . -.-
im really dulan lahs. fuck . im getting scolded for nth lahs.
cb lahs.
nxt tym before you do anything can think anot uhs .-.- zzz. fuck . -.-

kavita jiejie is coming back to sku tomo ., cheers :D i miss her lots lahs ((: x3

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:14 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 ♥

yepps. everything was my fault.
i ps you was my fault.
i ignore you was my fault.
yah . everything my fault cans.

i nvr had been a good fren all along . sorrys.
i cant promise i wont do anything stupid .
i just hope ure to understand.
the things i did.
i din ask for it alrites.
i cldn stop myself. so dun stop me if i want to do anything.
let me be .i'll realise it someday . i just dun want to face everything rite now.
just let me be . i'll wake up to reality soon .


boy. i wanna noe how much i meant to you .
i tried . nt to think. but those dreams kept bothering me .
i din noe how to tell you how sad i was. sometyms . i just hope you'll forever be by my side.
i dun want quarells . all i wanted was you to be by my side when im feeling down .
baby , i loveyous.

i was just hoping someday , baby will givmme a surprise by fetching me frm sku . thts all i wanted.


some tyms i really wonders , can all this things has a stop to it.
i just want to keep all unhappy stuffs away .
let me stay happy always.

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:21 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ♥

awww. i miss baby ><
arghs ><
having stupid dreams recently, woke up , cried-.- ><
zzz. stupid.
sku gonna start late tomo . it means i can wake late :DDDD hahaha :DDD LOL. zzz. sian lahs ><
i miss baby :DDDD

listened to the sweet sound @ 9:08 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008 ♥

lalalaa:D
its gonna be outing tomo :D
excited lah (:

went out today (:
nice ehs ((: hahah"D
ryan finally call me da ssao :D
hahha:D
lalala:D
im tired le lah >< shall end here , byebye :D

--edited--
argh . suddenly i really dun feel lyk going sku anymore.
i rather go out everyday . staying with baby dhen go sku .
im really tired lah .
i've lost hope le lahs.
seriously im really hopeless.
i just cant take it anymore !~ fuck .
forget it, -.-

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:27 AM

Friday, August 8, 2008 ♥

lalalalaas:D im bored now lah ((:
gonna go out later mit up with michelle mei :D
and dhen maybe mit with daddy and mother
and maybe with baby and ryan.
LOL.
lalalaa:D had been going out this few days lahs. mum surely will kp me of nt studying soon ><>< to =" less"><>< style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">its 090808 :D
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY: D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IRIS BESTIE : D
bestie . dun let small things affect ure mood already kays ? anything we surely be dere for you de. anything call me alrties. :DDD if dere's no one you can talk to feel free to come to me lahs ((: im always free de >< hahas:D

tags will reply in post when im free><><



080808 is lovessssssssssssss(:
ilove baby :D ((: x3333

and congrats to new couple :D also 080808 .
last long horrrrr !~ dun let me and baby efforts go to waste ><
doubt they wont come my blog also luhs ><
hahaas:D
anyway , grats lahs (:

outing was rather nice. went sku . celebration was nice toos ((:
lalalaas:D
met up with baobehs (:
went home change mit up with daddy , mother and mei :D

hahaas:D
trained down bugis :D
lallaa:D chatted alot ((:

daddy and baby went to pierce their tounge lahs><><><
hahaaaaa:DDDDDDDDDD
went home at ard 8 plus reached home at 9 (: had dinner .
din eat much . din felt lyk eating , din noe why >< zzz.
gastric problems-.- zzz.
lalala:D

anw ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IRIS :D hahas:D hope all ure wishes come true bestie ((: hahas ((:



serious i just wanna a break frm everything .
i appear fine. yea fine-er dhen ever . just tht ure din noe.
im really stress .
i din noe how to manage it. its really difficult.
im trying to be ok . laugh when i should be.
im really afraid.
i din noe how to tell other ppl wad im thinking. really.
i should be really happy. but i din noe why im lyk this.
im really afraid.
dere are tons of afraid. wad ure say may be easy .but seriously is really nt easy for me.

arghhhhhhh.
national day celebration tml .
gonna mit baby , daddy , jie fu to go bugis :D
hope is gonna be a nice trip bah (:tags will reply in post tomo (:

sorry . sorry sorry ,.
sorry is all i can say. i really dunnoe how to tell yous. dere are really alot of things i wanted to let you noes.
but sometyms it seems i just dunnoe how to tell .
seriously maybe sorry isn of any use.
ohwells. i noe . wadever i say is no pointless now.
i just hope you'll understand one day .
sorry . its all my fault ):



lalalalas:D
happy happy :D
hyper hyper: DDd
hahas: DDD
okok , i shall cool down . hhahas:D
i miss baby :D
ahahas:D
lalalas:D
shadn let some unhappy stuffs bother me though . :DDDDD

i noe, wad you've been thinking all along. is nt you dun understand me , is you nvr tried.
im nt saying anythings. dosen mean i dun bother bout anything. i tried to be quiet but sometyms. you nvr tried to understand.
i tried my best , yet you did nt even see it . so wads the point. nvm shall forget it ><

i shouldn let unhappy things bother me . :DDD



7 more days to guild outing :DDDD
19 more days to 220808 with min er baobehh 6 mths anni ((:
22days to 250808 me and grace laogong 1 mth anni ((:
and and and
23 more days to 260808 me and michelle wifey 1 mth anni also ((:
hahas((:
im actually counting down lahs ((:
ilovethemssss ((: lalalalas:D
i had nth to do now lahs =xbored ><
min er baobeh cant come out today ><
so miting up with michelle mei ((:
hahas:D
im really looking forward to all those dates lahs ((:
esp guild outing and 220808 .
cos with min er we nvr celebrated , and we always forgotten . =x
and tym really flies lah >< 6 mths liao ((:
hahas: D

baobehs , 6 mths gonna come :DD and we;re going to last alrites ((:
i really dun want any quarell to break us up anymore .just lyk ytd =x
sorry ><><



im back :D
dead blog though .
lol :DDD
went bugis . 1st tym din bring much money , and bought nothing >< LOL.
hhaas:D
had new daddy :D
--UNO-ZHUx3 <333
make new frens too :D
kelvin . zhu gan kor :D
hahas:D
and met momo .
he look lyk la bi xiao xin >< hahas:D
before coming out had small quarell with baobehh .
sorry baobeh . sorry mich mei , sorry momo ><
im sorry , ):

oh wells. slack till 7+ came back reached yishun at ard 8 :D
went home :D audi-ed just now ((: hahas:D
okok . shall go now :DD
byeeee:D
dun miss me too much ((:

Cheryl Tay♥
Friendster &EMAIL
i turn older on every 14oct :}}currently 14 going 15 :}}
&im studying in nvss current 3e3
Audition is loveee , find me in audi
my ign , MILKTEA-x3
i love all my girlfriends and sisters <3
i love to daydream alot
i cry for little things , but i could be happy easily.
im childish and attitude at times
but , im still friendly and easy going
im seriously lazy at times :D
and , my precious ones are
MinEr , HuiLi , Iris , Grace , Michelle
they were the ones who make my day(:
and ILoveThems
my sister are forever LOVE toos ;}}
Fiona, wen zhen, huiying ,Sherry,Jiaying,Priscilla,Esther

Min er baobehs , HuiLi ahlian , Iris bestie ,Grace laogong , Michelle wifey (: <3
they never fails to brighten up my life , all this times
they had been holding on my childishness, attitude for all this while
helping me in whatever im doing , thanks gfs ;]]
they are forever Loveee by me ;]]

BGFs ,sisters , Gans to be forever
Sisters to be back ):
good results in mye (:
More cash
outing with BGFs
world peace
everyone to be happy
Zoo / escape / jurong bird park with love ones :}}
shoppingggggg spreeee
outing with sisters
pigs collection

Dao Dai - Jolin Tsai
MinEr, Baobehhs.♥
HuiLi, Ahlian.♥
Michelle, wifey.♥
Grace laogong .♥
Iris bestie :D .♥
Violet, Daddy.
Kailin, Xingan.♥
Angela.
Cindy, Jie.
Esther, sister.
Jafred.
Jinghui[=
Kathryn, DearDear.
Linyong, Dearest.
Madeline.
Ruhayu, Darling.♥
Yuxuan.
Vincent.
Jack, AhKor.
Yixin.
Joyce.
PingYing, JieJie.
HuiYing.♥
KokPin, kor.
Priscilla, Laogong.♥
MinHui, AiAi.
Jessica

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