HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS :D
baobehs and ahlian is out ):
left me alone at home .
sadded , i cant stay till late with them , if i cans ,
i would be outside with thems now ._.

2oo8 flies so fast lehs, everything seems to happen so quickly .
and sku is starting on friday .
sadded lahs ,
means less time to meet with dear , less time spending with him ):
and , i had to wake damn early lahs . im nt getting back use to sku seriously .
i had been lost touch with my sku mates for damn this holiday .
expect for some .
sku's gonna be bad times for me .
why cant holiday be longerrrrr ><

hohoho . i should make some resolution for myself :D
*quit smoking
* study harddddddddd ~
* not too slp in class :D

im still thinking of others .
and and and , i wantttt ~
last long with dear <3
& sisters esp , baobehs , ahlian , bestie , laogong , wifey (:
hahs :D ure should noe who ure are :D

shouldn elaborate more. lastly :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

i want a happy year with you <3


damn my father !@!@#@#$@$
i rather i haven gone home today -.-
idiot , all he was thinking was money .
ya , money and money and money -.-
tmd , everything also money yea.
was talking on fone now .
and he kp me about money agn -.- tmd.
money money money , since money so impt, go marry to ure money lahs -.-
idiot .
totally ruin my mood =.=

forget it -.-

yesyes , went down hougang with hui li todays (:
met up with baobehs to eat and hui li came (:
and yeaa, baobehs went down bishan with munkie ,
and me and hui li bus-ed down to mit dear and zhenkang (: hahs .
slack at coffee shop and their frens came.
got bored , and they went over to their frens house .
and left at 8 , and went to mac and eat (:
went home after thts.
supposed to dye my hair back , but dint had tht time ><
yeaa, so tomo ._.

i wish to spend all my time with yous <3


zzz ,
stupid @!#!@#@$#$%#%
im super piss off right now -.-
quarelled with my parents just now . -.-
damn them .
idiot family i have ,
yesss , might as well , i die off no nid cause trouble for ure right .
little bit also cannot -.- wad excatly am i in ure eyes ?

forget it , im unhappy enough .
hohoho !
its alr new year eve alr though :D
hahs .
im talking to michelle wifey now (:
its really long since i last talk to her :D hohoho !
meet up soon bodoh ! :D
anything feel free to tell me girl (: im always here :D
HONOURED COUPLE <3 = michelle wong and cheryl tay (: <3 woohooo :D

and yess, i dint feel lyk slping ,
even though im tired >< LOL.
tht zibi is slping right now ><><
gahhhs . everybody tired today , expect for me. hohoho ! :D
be my last romance<3


hahs. im home early today (:
hoho !
dint slept till 7 in the morning .
tired lahhhhh !
slept till 10+ got ppl prank call my house -.-
damn irritating.
call 2 times -.- and the 2nd time without saying anything and kup ! !#@#@$#$##%
wths lahs >< Lols.
slept for 15 mins more , kelvin bomb my fone ask me wake =.= tired.
decided to bomb huili fone . she's still slping >< gahhs .
and yeaa. went down novena alone cos hui li still slping . met up with kelvin murphy and the others . and down to kovan .
they went to play pool ._. damn sian , kept watching them play ><
was suppose to go back yishun mit baobehs for dinner. but dint noe how to go back ,
they dint wanted to tell me . ><
sorry baobehs ._.
bus-ed home at ard , 6.15 .
and now , im home :D super hungry now .
zzz , dint eat for the whole day . ><
yesyes , tomo 31 dec >< im still deciding wether coming out anot leh ._.

im trying my best , givmme some time .



okayokay (: EDWARD CULLEN <3 HAHAHAHAAHA :D
hahahaha :X
slept at 5 ytd , woke at 2 today ,
hoho !
audi-ed and waited for baobehs to come out , at 4 .
mit up with baobehs and ahlian ,
went off to foodcourt to eat ><
and off to popular .
twilight books are all out of stock >< siannnn x.x
went off to chong pang with baobehs to her mum shop (:
and went home (:
and yeaaaa :D thts my day :D
hohoho !

guess, its gonna be the last time ,
ure gonna get out of my life.
all the best to you .


guess,
all along i've been the stupid one .
i the only one who's always been making ppl angry ,
im the one who always irritates ppl .
im a good for nth .
i cant even keep my damn tears frm rolling down .
i cant even control myself .
im really tired , tired of everything .
family , friends .
nth seems to work out right .
i guess, im really useless, i cant figure anything out .
all i did was crying when anything happens.
i cant even find a single person to talk to .
im really hopeless ,
why must i hold on to everything when nth seems to be working out .
why must i be so stubborn .
guess , im always the hopeless one .
even how happy i seems to be ,
nth will ever be the same.


Hohoho !
i've finally change my blogskin lahs (:
and yeas (:
im addicted to Twilight as days go by (:
and , joan says she'll lend me the book , but its gonna be on tue >< cos she's busy .
tueee is so long ><
i guess, im gonna save money to buy those 4 books .
twilight , new moon , eclipse and breaking dawn (:
darn, it'll cost a bomb . someone buy for meee >< LOL =x
and and and ,
im so in love with

Robert Pattinson who is EDWARD CULLEN <3
omg omg omg ,
ILOVETWILIGHT <3


covering everything , isnt the best choice .
im only making myself miserable in everything sense .
im still crying to my sleep everynight ,
im still hoping for tht miracle to happen ,
but i guess, it wont .
it isnt as easy as it seems .
if avoiding is the best thing yous want,
i shall let it be.



and yessssss :D is twilight <3
hohoho !! watch it agn todays (: nice show lahhhhhh <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSEMARY CANDYFLOSS (:<3
watch it tgt with baobehs and candyfloss todays (:
thanks candyfloss for treating us drink (:
yesyes, i understand the show much after watching all over agnnnn :D
and i want to watch agnnnn :X omg omg omg ,
im really addicted to it lahhhh :D
im gonna go find for the book :D hohoho !
twlight rocks lahhh :D <3
the guy damn shuai cans :D the girl is chio toos (: hahs ,
and im waiting for ...

new moon :D im gonna look for the book also , and im waiting for the movie to be out lahs (:
guess should be nxt year , gosh , i cant wait lahs >< hahaha :D
im gonna catch every movie of this (:
damn nice cannnnnnnnn :D
hahahahahahahah :D

and i thot i've move on ,
but , i dint , everything seems so fast , unexpected .
my mind is all about yous , till now im still undecided.
i guess , loving you isnt a crime either right .


lalalala ~
had a serious weird dream ytd , it seems so real lah .
but i guess, i wont come true anyway .
and yes, im gonna watch twlight with ahlian later on :D
hohoho !
ilovetwlight cannnnnnnn :DDDDDDDDDDD

ure always on my mind,
even i dreamt , is all about you .


Omg Omg Omg !!!
IM SO IN LOVE WITH TWLIGHT LAHHHH ~
Lols.
had been crazy over twlight ever since i watch it with ahlian on monday (:
hoho !
i want watch twlight agnnnnnn :D
hohoho !

even how happy i appears to be , im crying inside me.
i want my miracle to happen .


HOHOHO !~
merry christmas :DDDD
hahaha :D
had fun last night (: ton-ed with dems (: fun lahhhhs :D
sleepy though , orchard is really damn crazy lahhhh ~
ppl spraying the thing everywhere , i kena most ><
Lols , and yeaaaaaa , sleepyyyyy ~
came home ard 11 todays (:
im gonna go off slping soon . tireddd lahhhhhhh (:

i guess , im still nt in the mood for festive seasons though .

guess , you've forgotten about today though .
though i hope you rmb , but i guess, it dosent matters anymore.
i was hoping for tht miracle , tht miracle to happen .
though it dint .
i kept thinking about all those things you told me
about our future .
i still rmbs , but do you ?


♥. CRYSTAL
baobehs, keep saying yourself disappointed for yr friends, family is useless. you must do something to prove with them you're not.
ohokay okay ,. LOl .

&' PRISCILLA
i argree wif ♥. CRYSTAL :D
hhahaaha .

---TRASH-x3
LOL. ;D
LOL. :DDDDD

♀IRIS
haha so happy u said that,i love you bestie! <3
ilys toos <3

Grace
Hello : }
hellos :D

♥. CRYSTAL
^^ of cus agree lahs. i'm pro in this type of things =x WAHAHAHA.
LOL , bhb :D =x

&' PRISCILLA
lol. ya ♥. CRYSTAL is e pro hahahaha lols
she act one pro only lahhhh :D HAHAHHAHAH =X

Huili
Zibi ahlian ^^ LOL. Tagtag ;D haha, stay strong alright . iloveyou ;P !
i will (: haha :D ilys toos (:

Esther
Hey, why not find people go escape agn? Since its in ur wishlist (: Forget about the past, get over a new leaf ! =D
Esther
Sister, cheer up! I'll always be there for you whenever you need me (:
Esther
There's nothing to be disappointed over about, people do make mistakes, and its good that you realised you're wrong. Its never too late to change.
Esther
Let's be good girl together, can you ? =DD If you wanna go escape, sms me yeah? =D i go with u (:
hahaa .sure (: lets be good girls :D hahaa :D

♀IRIS
bestie dun cry, cry wouldn;t u pretty k? smile=)
LOL , i cry or nvr cry also nt pretty de lahhhh :D hahaah :D

triplets
what's so good about him?
hmms , you'll realise if yous noe him (:

♥. CRYSTAL
he's dao enough (:
LOL , yous dun anyhow . LOL =x you also dao abit lahhhh (: i will loveee you more liddat :D hahahahahaha =x

triplets
wat's dao enuf
LOL , ask her =x


hohoho !~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIYING BAICHI (:

and yeaaa (:
was suppose to go for cousin performance lahhhh T.T
but , dint wake ,
wake up at 2 cos mum keep asking me to wake ,
receive call frm baobehs ,
was suppose to go down amk with her to make her ez link , but she decided to go on monday instead .
and yeas, went northpoint slack , and waited for ahlian to come (:
and she came slack ard (:
went over to grandma house at about 6.30 (: hohoho !~
mum's going oversea tomo , it means im free (:
but , i cant use com for dunnoe how many stupid days ><
cos im staying over at my grandma house.
><
and mum letting me ton on the 24th (: hohoho :D ><
and i just realise , my homework all haven done ><
shall do dem soon ><

5more days to 25th , sighs ):


suddenly ,
thinking back , i miss those time back then .
6 more days to christmas , time really flies.
just now while browsing thru my msges , i almost cried.
i want those time back ,
i still rmb you told me alot of things , about the future , and everything .
guess , you've forgotten everything .
i thot , i could be strong , and put down everything .
but i guess, i couldn .
i want those times back ,
i want you back .
how i hope time could rewind. sighs .


hohoho !~
baobehs , last long alrites (: cherish this chance back (: i believe both of yous can make it thru (: '

and yes , im still thinking alot after so much .
its alr been 9 days , i thot i could easily put everything down .
after talking on fone with ahlian and bryan kor ytd . i just realise alot of things.
maybe afterall , wad they say wasnt wrong .
maybe , its really time for me , to let everything go ,
no point holding on it , when he dosent even bother .

wadever i've done , seems to be pointless,
nothing seems to change at all ,
even how much effort i've put it , nothing comes out.
how i was hoping at the very start , i could just be tht good girl you wanted.
nothing of all this would have happen isnt it ,

why am i so stupid to pick up smoking and everything .
but i guess , is really too late to regret isnt it .
my frens are all disappointed in me due to smoking ,
my parents too .
i thot is my choice , but now after everything i realise ,
they care for me .
seriously , i've really disappointed some of my frens , esp bestie .
we've been thru so much tgt , ytd now agn , we're driting apart .
i've done nth , to show i deserve ure concern at all ,
infact , you've really done alot for me . yet i done nth at all .
im really such a disappointment .


JINGHUI
halo cheryl!! :] i felt so extra.. in this conversation. ahaha still.. halo:]
LOL, hellos (:

♥яuнαуu
hellos
yohhhhh ~ hello ~~~

Mandy
Darl ! (: Love u super loads luh, we must last super long uhs ! <3>

♥. CRYSTAL
Baobehs ! hoho . so long didn't receive your tag in my tagboard. want die isit. faster give me daily tags [:
i lazy lahhhhhhh ><

MICHELLE ♥
hubby , cheerup , ily .
ilys toos (:

♥Jellie
heys cheer up uhs (:
okays (: ty (:

triplets
cheer up kays? always look on the bright side of life :)...remember the advertisement.
triplets
hohoho!
LOL, okays , wad advertisment ? lols

HOSHI
Daddie , relink me cans? loves ah, (L) www.simi-assholes.blogspot.com
can cans (:

&' PRISCILLA
tagged.
thanks for taggins (: mit up soon (:

♀IRIS
bestie cheer up alright?i dun wan u always sad sad de=(
okay okays (: im nt sad lahhhhh:D

} MICHELLE ♥
Hubby , dont sad alr . nothing last forever . you shld know this . cheerup my dear, anyt msg me [: takecares (:
okays (: thanks wifey (:

kaiLin,
nehnehchikerbomb ;D iloveyou. <3>♀IRIS
Mind do quiz in my blog,thank you
okay okay (:

huiying
anything just tell me lah ! You know I can always make people smile :DDD
hahahah . okays (: <3>

♥. CRYSTAL
wa. you & huili same type of person. won't reply tags le -.-
lazy lah deyy >< Minhui (:
Hello ;D
HELLOS !~

triplets
remove the rubber string at the side of your mouth so that you can at least open your mouth with a bit of easeeee ;D
LOL. ohs .

Esther
Sister! ILY <3><

huiying
you'll get used to it -.-
LOL , i noe :D

} MICHELLE ♥
Relink me uhr . ty (:
okay okay (:

triplets
tell santa tt euu wan a bf hu truly luvs euu as a present xD
LOL , i only want someone now ><

passer-by
ow, putting braces must be seriously pain ! T.T how are you ? eat more no matter how pain it is, bear with it ! <3 hahaas, im fine lahs . thanks for concern (: mind telling me you are ? o.o

finally :D reply all tags finish:D hohoho !~ yesyes, today is a bad day , im fine , and finally sort out all my thoughts on my way home. many apologies to min er baobehs , hui li ahlian , bryan korkor and mian bao . they were the ones who always be dere ,and listen to all my stupid stupid nonsence . holding up all my stupid attidues , and whenever we're on fone, they were the one who listen to all my nonsence, hahaha :X

i should be fine soon , is time for me learning how to slove my own problems and grow up . i shouldn be bothering other ppl to help dem solve my problems .

i really must get in touch and mit up soon with all my sku frens , its alr been sometime seens i met dem . ><

christmas is coming soon , i was really hoping miracle to happen , but i guess . .


its been 1 weeks alr .
damn , time really flies can .
sku's reopening soon ,
i've alr miss out alot on my sku frens , i dun feel lyk going back to sku anymore.
christmas is coming , 1 more week or so .
sighs ,
and yes ,
i really qutiing smoking this time.
in the past , when ppl ask me to quit , normally i would drag and drag ,
i would tell dem the longest date i could drag .
but seriously , i've really made up my mind now .


im really lazy to reply tags lahhhh ~ ._.
hahahs .
my braces really killing me cans. pain lahhhh ~
im going out with ahlian and baobehs tomo (: watch movie :D
hohoho !~

time really flies , its alr 6 days .


im really lazy to reply tags T.T
some other time bahs.
had braces today , its killing me alrites== super dulan ==
super ugly lahhhhhhhh ~ i dunnoe how face ppl now. ._.
pain lahs . zzz.
in the past , i still noe of someone would be dere , but nt anymore.
hais ><
yes, went home . and came down agn to mit up with baobehs ,
slack ard play ground , talk alot .
super stupid .
i cant take pictures now . wth , cant even smile == wth wth wth .
and i cant close my mouth proberly. == stupid lahhhh !~


i thot im strong enough ,
i thot i wont cry anymore .
yets , when things just got worst ,
only crying helps.
i cant tell other ppl my problems .
they had theirs .
even i tell , guess still point-less afterall .
i cant do anything to change ure mind , wadever i do is pointless,
wadever changes i've made is pointless too .
yous wont see it ,
yous wont even bother coming in reading i guess,
do yous think is so easy to forget someone ?
even how much i try to prove to yous, even how much i tried to change ,
is still the same isnt it , so seriously ,
tell me , wads the point of me doing all of this .


seriously , i dunnoe wads happening to me now .
im gonna go crazy soon .
with problems here and dere . im tired enough alr .
i had enough problems for myself , adding other ppl stuffs ,
i really dunnoe wad to do anymore.
im really tired .
i dint noe wads happening ,
i get irritated damn easily ,
even when my mum talk to me just now , i just gave her attidue for nth ,
i dint noe why i get so irritated for nth ,
im always acting normal infront of my frens ,
but it dosent solve anything either,
i just cant get things right .
i really dun understand .
im really going crazy soon .
i cant figure out a single thing at all .
seriously , i couldn .

why must yous push me away ,
cant yous just change ure mind set ?
cant yous just givmme tht chance,
i really want yous to be back .
i really want to noe wad ure thinking .


HAHAHAHAHAHAH !~
IM SO HAPPY , IM SO HAPPY CAN !
HOHOHO !~
ZIBI >< HAHAHAHAAH ~ IM HAPPY :D


yesyes, very good . is good i give up right .
all along i shouldn have hold on right . i should have just forget everything right .
im just being stupid isnt it.
yea,
so congrats (: you've sucessfully push me out of ure life .

if everything seems so easy ...


hoho !~
im back:D just realise i hadn been miting up with alot of frens.
msg me soon (: we got alot of catching up to do . :D

i dun feel lyk giving up ,
yets nth make sense anymore.
i feel lyk going down seeing yous everyday ,
yet i noe i couldn ,
i couldn bring you out of my mind ,
yet you just ask me forget everything .
over means no more chance alr ?
does it mean im really free to do everything i lyk ?
im changing , but wads the point ,
all my changes werent seen at all .
so now giving up is the best way for me isnt it ,
cant yous just forgive me once and givmme one more chance?
i guess now , i dosent mean anything to you anymore right .
so , im out of ure life right now , we're nth but just frens right .
so grats to you , for finally pushing me out of ure life .
i rather i give up , and see ure smile .
i hadn seen yous so happy lyk today .
i rather seeing you happy everyday .
i guess, we're gonna be just simple frens and nth else .

if given me one wish , i wish time could go back and freeze .
i wish i hadn smoke , i wish i went down finding you everyday .
i wish i hadn given any attidue at all , i wish i hadn scolded so much vulgarities ,
i wish i could be tht perfect girlfriend of ure mind ,
but i guess , everything is too late to turn back ,
you'll nvr give me tht chance agn i guess.


just read ahlian blog , and found out smth .

hui li ahlian , cheer up , it isnt lyk wad yous think , i noe after seeing me and min er relationship , yous had totally no confidence in ureself ehs ? nt everybody are the same . nt every relationship is the same toos. why nt open up ureself and give ureself and tht person a chance instead ? maybe everything would be diff frm wad yous thing . anything could come talk to me (: im always dere for yous . (: cheer up ahlian <3

maybe , yous did come to my blog after all , or maybe nt . i dun noe .
why just yous cant give me and ureself another chance ?
maybe yous dun trust me anymore or yous lost every confidence on me ?
i'll be waiting ..
even nth comes out , im contented to see yous , thts enough .




im still crying , i really couldn forget anything. though it takes tym .
yous wont be reading i noe .
maybe everything is my fault ,
i should have listen to yous , i should have change before yous said anything .
is too late now i guess, dere's no more turning back .
i thot dere was.
im still thinking , seriously , wad have i done wrong to make yous lyk this.
i will change i promise, i just nid another chance frm yous.
is tht really very diff ,
ppl once told me , they dun see through anything in our relationship .
they told me we wont last ,
and yea, now wadever they said came real ,
i thot i could change wad they say . but ,
its only 13 days .
how could ure feeling had fade so fast ,
i still wondering wad i had done wrong .
i kept asking ppl , wad i had done wrong .
seriously , i want to noe .
when tht moment , yous told me you dun love me anymore ,
i rather i hadn heard ure voice at all , i rather i slept .
i hope i can slp forever , once i was awake , ure images kept on appearing in my mind .
all 13 days , yous kept on appearing ,
it really seems very long .
im still thinking why time is passing so fast .
maybe is my fault , for nt noeing yous much in the 1st place.
let wad other ppl think , im fine .
im cheap or wadever.
i thot i could hold on to everything , yet ,
i had to let everything go in the end .
others told me , why bother torture myself lyk this.
no point ,
in fact i dun mind .
i noe yous wont be back , i noe ure gone .
yous told me ure feeling is gone , isit totally 100% gone ?
and dere's no more turning back ,
everything had been ure say ,
have you ever ask wad i wanted to say .
i had alot to tell yous , but i guess its too late . yous wont even bother to listen anymore i guess .
i really hope time could turn back , i wont do everything agn .
even how long , i guess im still waiting .


i really dunno wads got into me.
i thot i could be strong , and face everything lyk this .
i thot i wouldn cry , i thot i wouldn be sad , i thot i would be alrite.
but it just got worst dhen ever . the more i cry , the more upset im .
but i just couldnt stop crying .
many ppl ask me to cheer up , saying is nt worth it .
seriously , wadever they said ytd , i dun believe it all .
i dun believe ure such a person .
i thot i would have tht chance agn , yet everything just change .
does giving me one more chance is so diff to you ?
i really dunnoe wad i should do anymore.

im nvr going into another relationship anymore. the feeling sux , seriously .


guess , everything is over now ?
with just one word frm you , lost feeling .
1 week , and everything is over now .
i promise you i'll change , yet yous dint even gave me tht chance.
giving me one more chance isit so diff ?
i wanted to hold on , i hadn had a relationship tht end so fast , so hurting .
lyk wad mian bao told me , i cant force anything .
everything had been ure say , had yous been fair to me ?
yous dint even let me had my final say before everything happen .
i regreted for nt talking to yous today , i regreted for doing everything .
guess everything now is too late i gues,
ure gone , so far now .
still rmbing the tyms we had , yet everything turns out lyk this.
is only been 1 week .
those one weeks left me many great memories , but i wont forget .
yes, its ure choice now . everything is over.
goodbye <3

i guess , i'll be still waiting .


maybe , everything was a lie.
maybe i shouldn had think too much .
im over sensitive yea , but which gal wont .
i really had no confidence in myself anymore .
i really tried not to think about it , yet i cant.
baobehs , told me smth just now .
i really dint noe if i should believe in it or not , maybe i should , or maybe i shouldn after all .
but seeing how everything goes , im alr prepared for the worst .
is only 1 week , and everything goes wrong ,
i noe , yous dun noe how to express everything to me .
i dun blame yous , maybe all along is my fault for everything .
maybe i should just reflect on myself.
i dun mind giving in everything , as long as ,
ure dere , im alr contented enough .
maybe im over sensitive i guess .
i just wanted yous to voice out everything to me .
let me noe everything ure thinking .




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUAN /GHOST (:
hohoho !~
shall be gg out later bahs . ton with dem on fone ytd , till 5 plus , and fall aslp .
ytd was a fun day though .
hohoho !
happy and sad stuffs ytd .
happy was, i pass my lic (: hohoho !~
chain 11 somemore. im so happy cans.
sad things shouldn be saying .
hais .
but dun worry ,i'll be strong .
thought alot about ytd , but i guess , if one day , everything was suppose to become lyk this , i'll let it be.
i've totally lost every hopes and confidence in myself .



hohoho !~
wedding with baby was a sucess ytd (: thanks for the ppl who attended my wedd (:
just realise , we handn we talking on fone this few days == he had been slping damn early , arbo , i was conf with the other ppl . ><><

had smth which totally pissed me off ytd ><
hais ><
Min er baobehs :
i noe , ure sad , cheer up girl , we're dere for yous always . stop saying ureself , it isnt totally ure fault , so dun blame everything to ureself .
everybody is here for yous , cheer up (:

after seeing so much , i lost all my confidence toos. hais .


i thot i wouldn't mind , i really thot i wont .
but , the fact is , i mind alot .


im really nt in the fcking mood now lahs ==
zzz !
i dun understand anything anymore.
my parents dun seems to understand anything about me .
i dun seems to understand anything about ppl .
just wad ppl want frm me.
staying at home dosent make me feel better ,
going out is even worst ,
i really dunnoe wads going on now. ==
i really had no idea wad ppl want frm me now .
wadever i do seems wrong .
so i do nth makes it better ?
everything i do , is my fault .
this cannot tht cannot , wad they want lah .
zzz . seriously , im really tired .


HAPPY 3RD MTH ANNI TO ME AND MANDY DARLING (:<3 loves (:meet up soon (:

to ure mother:
my mother ? hoho !~ do yous even noe wads respect ? since you dun even respect me by coming to my blog and scold me , why should i even respect you , and did i use any vulgarities on you in the 1st place ? no right , im alr respecting you alr, is yous dun even repect me . and this is my blog ,
NT HAPPY DUN COME IN LAHS. got seee this word anot ahs ? haiyo , i noe ure eye got prob lah hors, cant see lahs . but too bad , spamming makes you happy? spam all you want , i wouldnt bother yea , since ure mind is so childish .
and , anything nt happy with me , come face to face and tell me . rite down ure name.
no point hiding behind the com de alrites (:


hoho !~
its been days since i blog (:
shall talk about ytd (:
called hui li and manage to ask her to go down lan with me to find dem .
went down .
smth bad happen , and baby was angry ><
min er came ard 5 plus .
slack ard, till they finish playing com .
manage to make it up with baby (: hoho !
cabbed home ==
damn , reach home , tio kan till i crazy == zzz.

and for now (: im waiting for baby ,shuan and huili to come find me .
anddddddddd
MIN ER , PICK UP URE FONE LAHHHHHHHHH !~

oh yea (:
CONGRATS TO HUILI AHLIAN , BRYAN KORKOR , FOR URE WEDDING IN AUDI (:


fck . dint slept well last night ,
keep waking to check my fone.
tmd ,
guess, he dosent even noe wads going on .
he dosent even noe im worrying sick ,
yes, im thinking too much .
wanting yous to go home earlier wanting yous to contact me when yous reach home .
is tht wrong ?
which person wouldn worry .


be it im to sensitive or wadever.
im nt caring about any single thing anymore.


im feeling super guilty right now .
fck fck fck .
i dint realise ppl ard do care alot , esp those who were really close to me .
even after quarells , and when we're having cold war, they still rmb me .
thinking back ,
i had nvr really done nth much for dem at all ,
im sorrys.
everybody's is letting me .
yet , i was the one who dosent even noe a single thing at all .
ended up , all im causing was trouble for dem .
im really sorry .

im talking to baobehs on msn now ,
had a tiff with her this afternoon . due to some probs.
ended up both having cold war , till i msg her just now saying tht her stuffs are still with me .
dhens we started talking .
and suddenly , i was talking about baby's phone cover. asking her how .
ended up she told me she passed by today , and helped me bought .
im feeling really guilty can .
she's thinking for me even we're having cold war.
im still rmbing tht when we had a big quarell over jobs tht tym,
we've promise each other not to quarell agns. but ,
everything seems wrong now.
im sorry gal .
maybe i couldn understand the problem ure having .,
but , im having much problems toos.

suddenly was crying while talking to her ==
im really feeling damn guilty now .
maybe i should do some reflect on myself .


♥яuнαуu: LAOPOOOO ~
laogong ~
IRIS: welcome back=)
:D
` JIALONG: wahlan . i saw so many ahlian's pattern in this tagboard bodoh . i scared T_T
simi ahlian (: i guai kia can :D
♥яuнαуu: laopo, we so long nvr talk sia.
yahhhhh luhhhhhhh :D
~: when was the last time u went t wildwildwet ?LOL, just asking uh .
uhs ? none ? LOL.
Marcus†™: shutup lah jialong scared lyk gay... anw tagged =]
LOL. he gay mah =x hahaha ><
Esther: Smlj , what ur mother ? wu ji put name la hor k'nn . SISTER IMY <3
relax sister :D imy :D
♥яuнαуu: laopo ~~
laogong laogong ~
Alson: Tea Tea.. Send me my pics leh .. i wan !
guild blog got ah :D
Mandy: Spammer, get a life out there luhhh, fcuker _'_
relax darling (: mit up soon . :D
♥. CRYSTAL: ASSHOLE SPAMMER I LOVE YOU (:
LOL. ==
} MICHELLE ♥: Hubby , lets send dota to space alright (: . take th last flight ! and nvr returns !
} MICHELLE ♥: mit up real soon alright (: imy yea . takecare & w/loves <3
} MICHELLE ♥: LAST LONG (!)
hoho . yea :D send it to space :D last long mrs ling (: imy , ily <3>
IRIS: Erm, is alright, if possible if u can u quit, if cannot,i dun force u cos i knw u had try ur best ,,bestie!
LOL. im quiting lahhhh :D dun worry :D
huiying: space is too good for dota, should just destroy it and banish it from the world -.-
yesyes :D LOL .
Marcus†™: hmm tagged =]
hoho ~ ty :D
Huili: Ahlian;D I shall say : lastlong <3 got miner, dont want me ah ? ): !@#%# LOL =x
♥. CRYSTAL: hahas. she want me only =x
both also want lahhhh :D

♥яuнαуu: Laopo, last long with your baby. And& dun love him too much and& neglect me. If nt, your laogong here jealous ;X
♥яuнαуu: Must treat both of us equally. LOLL ! Jkjk larhs. Must love him more de (:
hahas :D i wont neglect yous de lahhhh :D dun worry (: will love yous alot deee: D imy :D <3

Kailin,: I finally see my link. D: <3
hoho ~ of cos <3
♥. CRYSTAL: i not suppose to be the most most heart de meh?
okay okay =x i go change (:

yesyes , tags reply .
though im nt in the mood. wtf ==

listened to the sweet sound @ 5:08 AM

♥

those weird feelings are still bugging me . wtf D:
zzz==

im hating myself more and more as days go by .
i couldn be tht perfect girlfriend ,
i couldn be tht perfect goodfriend .
i couldn let my parents happy.
all i've done was making everyone disappointed .
i couldn bring myself to all of ure expectation .
all i was done , was when everything happens .
i just threw my temper .
i've done nth to make ppl happy .

im always scolding vulgarities for nth ,
i couldn stop myself frm wanting to smoke .
i couldn just control myself frm anything .
im hopeless .

listened to the sweet sound @ 4:54 AM

Cheryl Tay♥
Friendster &EMAIL
i turn older on every 14oct :}}currently 14 going 15 :}}
&im studying in nvss current 3e3
Audition is loveee , find me in audi
my ign , MILKTEA-x3
i love all my girlfriends and sisters <3
i love to daydream alot
i cry for little things , but i could be happy easily.
im childish and attitude at times
but , im still friendly and easy going
im seriously lazy at times :D
and , my precious ones are
MinEr , HuiLi , Iris , Grace , Michelle
they were the ones who make my day(:
and ILoveThems
my sister are forever LOVE toos ;}}
Fiona, wen zhen, huiying ,Sherry,Jiaying,Priscilla,Esther

Min er baobehs , HuiLi ahlian , Iris bestie ,Grace laogong , Michelle wifey (: <3
they never fails to brighten up my life , all this times
they had been holding on my childishness, attitude for all this while
helping me in whatever im doing , thanks gfs ;]]
they are forever Loveee by me ;]]

BGFs ,sisters , Gans to be forever
Sisters to be back ):
good results in mye (:
More cash
outing with BGFs
world peace
everyone to be happy
Zoo / escape / jurong bird park with love ones :}}
shoppingggggg spreeee
outing with sisters
pigs collection

Dao Dai - Jolin Tsai
MinEr, Baobehhs.♥
HuiLi, Ahlian.♥
Michelle, wifey.♥
Grace laogong .♥
Iris bestie :D .♥
Violet, Daddy.
Kailin, Xingan.♥
Angela.
Cindy, Jie.
Esther, sister.
Jafred.
Jinghui[=
Kathryn, DearDear.
Linyong, Dearest.
Madeline.
Ruhayu, Darling.♥
Yuxuan.
Vincent.
Jack, AhKor.
Yixin.
Joyce.
PingYing, JieJie.
HuiYing.♥
KokPin, kor.
Priscilla, Laogong.♥
MinHui, AiAi.
Jessica

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