Saturday, November 29, 2008 ♥
somethings are still bothering me .
told ah lian about it ,
it isnt of caring or wadever.
i just dint noe how to explain at all .
tht weird feeling just kept bothering me.
i dint noe how to say it ,
i was just hoping , time would freeze .
everything wouldn move, but it wont.
is stupid isnt it .
guess , wad i've been thinking , only i noes .
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:32 AM
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nb , fck ,
im super dulan now==
cb ,
with family problems everywhr . tmd.
even ah lian says im really having alot family problems . told her everything ==
cb lahhhhhh ~ .
and with fckers ppl out dere , only noe how talk craps . getting me more fed up == tmd .
TMD TMD TMD !
im really tired , with all this problems going on ,
im gonna go mad sooner or later .
i dint wanted to say anything out .
i said nth ,
ppl words are still bothering me .
im really afraid .
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:11 AM
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ZZZZZZZZZZZZ . IM FREAKING BORED RIGHT NOW . SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLS !~
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:51 AM
Friday, November 28, 2008 ♥
And yes: D im home :D
tired lahhhhhhh ~ couldn slp till 4+ ytd , wtf == zzz .
woke up at 11 + today ,
chatted with baby on fone (: and went out to mit baobehs :D
cabbed to her house. and went up to her house to play .
and hui li came :D
she treated me drinks , thanks ah lian <3
chatted alot , and and ,
i promise baby and bestie they all i will quit smoking by end of nov , and is 2 days away only == .
wtf wtf wtf ==
okay okay :D
baby and the others send me home .
went over to grandma house.
on the way back , mum was kp-ing me saying im going out everyday and dint even pack my room , and my book haven buy yet == wthhhh ==
she was asking if i dun want study anymore ==
was chatting with wifey on msn now :D
saw her msn pm, :Aliens } send Dota off to space (: Boom !
and we're both talking about dota .
and i was telling her dota no life :D LOL ><
haha :D
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:35 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008 ♥
bryan and ah kel :D gays :DDDDD
pics for today :D baobehs <3
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civic centre tht day :D
guild picture :D
ah kel , ----worm , ghost :Dgenting pics :D
casino outside :D
hohohoho ! :DDD <3boreddd ~ so took pics of things.
is nice alrites: D
:DDDD im always happy with her ard :D
went out today to bishan :D baobehs came to my house and waited for me to prepare . met up with ah kel and xinjie <3 :D
went watch movie :D city of ember: D
slack ard and hui li came to find us .
got bored , went back to min er house dere to slack and went home with xinjie<3 and ah kel :D they send me home (: hoho !
chatting with baby on fone now :D
his mum and sis damn cute cannnn :D
and and , he suddenly got alot to talkk lahhhhhh :D got improvement liao :D
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:16 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ♥
somehow and somewad im still feeling weird inside me .
i cant understand a single thing . had beem thinking bout it all night ytd .
conf with hui li , worm korkor , and ah boi , hui li kup 1st .
conf with dem till almost 4 and kup .
couldn really feel alslp == weird dreams keep coming up . wtf ==
im still thinking so much == zzz.
i wanted to find tht person to talk to , but she isnt dere . guess she have her own problems toos == forget it , i shall keep everything to myself ==
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:22 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008 ♥
back frm genting (: 4days 3 nights (:
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woke up damn early , prepared and got everything rdy , waited for parents , grandma wansnt feeling well lahs >< cabbed to golden mile , and took bused to genting .
reached genting and went to coffee terrance to had our lunch . went back hotels . went out walking ard with korkor , and finally , smoking tym . LOL. had dinner , dint ate much , went off walking ard with korkor at first world . slack ard , smoke toos. off to played lan , played com . onlined and play with fam ppl :D hoho ! couldn rmb who alr lahs >< ate pizza at night :D
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went down KL , shopped alot lahs . bought alot of stuffs , clothes , bag and everything . cant find the stupid tym to smoke ):
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woke at 12+ , initial plan was to wake at 9+ to have dim sum , but cant wake ><><><><><><
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last day . went off for lunch , and went walking ard first world buying clothes . bought back a pig :D hoho ! happy lahs :D and board 3.30 bus back singapore :D
reached singapore at ard 9+ manage back in tym to watch show :D hoho !
as for today , guild outing ><
dint really turn out well ,alot of things happen , conflicts between fam members , alot ppl gotten angry , ppl worrying , thinking places to go and everything .
before coming out had a bad quarell with mum == she wanted me to go home before 6 . gotten damn angry and bang door >< was outside the door quarelling with her , and went off.
met up with ah lian and baobehs .
took train to summerset , miting all the ppl (: at 1st things turn out rather okay , but
things got worst at cine , bout booking of rooms , and conflicts between fam members lahs ><
was still worrying if i should went home .
went off to ljs , while xingan was eating suddenly walk off >< im sorry .
but came back finding dem agns . smoke and chatted . was smiling away , but im still worry == zzz.
sorry guys , ruin ure mood ><
went off to pasir ris , and help ah lian look for her shoe.
and train-ed back yishun alone , cos ah lian and baobehs went to find xingan and others (:
hoho ! im brave enough alrites :D hahaha :D
came home , had a tiff with mum ==
and she scolded me for my dressing== saying wad my shirt too long cover my shorts , and machiam nvr wear shorts == damn it .
had dinner and now blogging . whole day dint eat == ><
sorry guys , ruin ure mood totally , cos ure to worry for me .><
baobehs , cheer up . yous still have me . im still loving yous.
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:18 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ♥
GUYS (: IM NOW IN MSIA :D
will post when i come back and will reply tags when im back alrites (: hoho !
i misss baobehs , bestie , laogong , wifey , ahlian and every one <3 HOHO ! ==
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:27 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008 ♥
PEOPLE OUT THERE LISTEN !
DUN CONTACT ME BY MY HP , MY SIM CARD SPOILT == DAMN .
if anything contact me thru msn , audi , and blog (:
if dere's anything so impt , call my house dhens (:
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:07 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ♥
okay okay . shall post about ytd .
went out with baobehs and ah lian .
suppose to mit dem at 1 but all waS late == . LOL. met up at 3 instead. slack ard np . since no place to go . super bored.
ahlian show me some msges , super pissed of , totally no mood.
==
to you ,
im always treating yous as a good fren , i dint expect yous to say smth of me lyk this. i thot yous were diffrent frm others , i thot yous will try to understand , yets yous are worst , yous dun even bother to talk to me , how could yous understand . wadever yous wish to think , i dun even think you'll be coming my blog . so oh well ,
just let me tell yous.
i smoke is my problem , no nid yous to care so much in the future , even if i die , also nt ure prob .im nth to yous .
fck , im super pissed off now == ah lian and baobehs will noe who im saying it to .
lalala :D
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:11 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008 ♥
maybe im really thts childish afterall ,ppl does dislyk me afterall .
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:02 AM
Sunday, November 9, 2008 ♥
pictures pictures (: up (: its been so long i updated pic (: i noe ure miss me=x
reflection with huiying baichi :D
huiying baichi (:
ilovemyself (:
couple rings with baobehs (:
reflections . she's doing stupid stuns >< 
couple bag (:
okay okay , this stupid gal here is my baobehs , crystal toh , she's always complaining thts i dint update pics. so im here to update (: hahaas, ilys gal (:
okokays . shall start with today . was suppose to meet baobehs at 12 ended up woke at 12 , prepared and went out to mit her , trained down bugis and walk ard. 1st thing to reach was smoke (: went looking ard , and bought our bag (: and baobehs , bought her hoodie . had nth to do so train back yishun . went smoking agns , while waiting for jireh to come. went coffee shop , chatted (: saw xiuting dere. chatted with her also . she's damn cute (: hohos ! reaslise dint had much tym , so rushed home . and baobehs came over to my house. she was playing audi . LOL . and she weent home at 7+ (:
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:14 AM
Saturday, November 8, 2008 ♥
i guess, im gonna go mia-ing frm monday onwards.
i really nid sometym alone to sort things out . and since nobody's bother finding me out .
dun bother contact-ing me . i will contact ure if i wanted to . let me be alone for a week , i'll contact ure if i wanted to .
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:54 AM
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mood isnt getting any better i guess, hais .
couldnt get to slp till 5 ytd , woke at 3 today .
msg alot ppl finding dem out for lunch . all couldnt make it . wtf ==
lucky pris laogong is free . thanks gal . she pei me eat , and chatted alot with me (: told hher alot of things (: thanks (: hahas :D
had really weird dreams ytd , and it seems so real . omg ~ hais .
bestie , i hope you'll be reading , it isnt i dint wanted to contact yous .
i had my reason for everything . ure mum dint wanted us to be tgt ,
i've totally spoil the guai image infront of ure mum , im really sorrys.
dun pin anymore hopes on me alr, i wont change .
we're still frens . i'll contact yous . but , i just dint noe how to talk to yous only.
givmme some time , im really sorry .
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:48 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008 ♥
smth bad really happen today .
im sorry really.
thanks for pris laogong for the counselling (:
im sorry , i noe im the worst fren ever ,
yes , i couldn be a good fren ,
im still deciding should i just give up on everything .
everything i do , seems to be wrong . nth seems to be right at all .
yesyes, im a bad gal .
seriously , i noe wad im doing .
those words and everything seriously hurt .
i wont bother much anymore.
im a useless fren , im the worst fren ever.
i wont force ppl to anything now. wadever ure wish .
im nt changing for anyone anymore , dun bother about me .
im hopeless.
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:16 AM
Thursday, November 6, 2008 ♥
suddenly i have the urge to say , I MISS 2E3 ALOTTTTTTTTTTTT ~
ESP 2E3 SISTERS <3 meet up soon alrites (:
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:44 AM
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hohos. im back frm work (:
woke up early. almost kena lock home ><
went to mit baobehs at mrt station . waited for her rather long , due to her bus break down == super sway ==
dint ate lunch . walk ard. and went to work .
and she went to her mum shop to dye hair.
dere's a new gal todays. her name is mango , but we call her jiaying (:
she's 17 . she's a damn nice gal can . thot she's those guai guai type , but she isnt lehs . LOL.
yesyes . thanks to tht UNCLE , for helping me and treating me drink (:
baobehs came to find me at 5 plus , and i came out for dinner at 6 (:
went to 925 for dinner, and jireh came along. super crappy. jireh super funny also . kept on laughing . hahas (:
went off to smoke (: and we're talking about their class stuffs. i was laughing lyk mad cans.
jireh is a good entertaner (: hahahas :D
and went back to work , wash plates and stuffs. finish work at about 9+ washing plates.
and the manager wife came and nag , teaching us how wash plates and stuffs. nag super alot .
even mango says she's irritating , LOL. finished work near 10 . went with mango to atm , and went off smoking with UNCLE (:and home (: hahas :D
thts my days yea (:
tomo gonna mit bestie for lunch tomo (:
tadaaaa ~
MICHELLE♥: ILOVEYOU don't say i didn't tag . here i am (: whahahax .
hahas. ILOVEYOUS TOOS (:
Huili ♥: Ahlian ♥ Hehh, finally i onlined & tagged you <3 will teach you tmr alright (: heh, iloveyou ;P
okay okay (: ilys toos (:
♥ HOSHI: daddie , tagtag . why still havent link me eh? ): I Love You.
hahas. sorry lahs >< im lazy with my links (: will link up soon alrites (: ilys toos (: meet up soon (:
IRIS: haha yeah BESTIE very very gd!! wa told you liao you're famous there!!oo rly?i make you laugh whicj part i forget le haha ..rem buy de same type of bag as me
LOL. okay okay ., will rmb(: hahas. nors . the part when i msg yous about the gal who kp me alot, and yous told me smth . ( : hahas :D
♥. CRYSTAL: yesyes. 22 (: is mineeee ! DD:
yesyes (: MUST CELEBRATE !~ wad couple things to buy nxt ahs ? hahas (: <3
♥яuнαуu: lalalas~♥яuнαуu: your tag so laggy.
lalalalalla ~ LOL. whr got ? o.o
Mandy: Darl, meet upp soooon okay ? ): If not like drifting far apart, i love you ! ^^
sure sure. yah luhs . must horrrrrs (: hahs :D ilys toos (: <3
tags reply finish (: hahas :D
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:10 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ♥
OH YAHHHHHHHH ~
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HAPPY 1 YEAR 11 MTHS TO ME AND BESTIE <3
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HAPPY 2nd MTH TO ME AND MANDY DARLIING (:
im looking forward to 22 , 25 and 26 (: hehs :D
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:43 AM
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okay okay , im here to post (: cos bestie ask me to . see im so good lahs (: hahas :D ]
hahas.
shall post about today lahs (: hahas :D
woke at 11 plus and receive wifey msg . and off to prepare and bus to 4 tou to mit her and her mum (:
talk and crap alots (: hahas :D
went ard looking for bag , and found none >< her mum went to mit her fren . and she pei me go smoke. and chatted alot yeas. hahas :D and she kept playing match sticks. LOL.
took 804 back home. saw kor's fren , his name is fu xiang i guess. chatted with him .
went home , watch la bi xiao xin , cos they wanted to watch .
receive bestie msg , and change . went off np to find her.
she's with her cousin and her cousin fren .
kinda have sort of friendly arguement of fone between me and her cousin lahs (: im friendly alrites.
went to work , and iris went off with her cousin .
work half way bsobehs came to find me, took excuse of going toliet and went to find her . lend her fone and went back work .
dere's a new guy , nt really new. his name is ah zhao or smth . aiyah simple (: eugene UNCLE (:
hahas. though he's only 15 ><
he super disiao ==
he damn clever cans. guess things super zhun . LOL. and he's a smoker toos (:
hahas :D
had dinner with baobehs and jia0bin, she waited for me for 2 hours (: thanks alot (:
but treated her kfc (: she owe me one meal lahs. cos she nvr wore her ring cans. nt lyk me , bring it with me every whr just tht work cannot wear >< hahas :D
so went off with UNCLE to smoke , cos he came out to smoke also , and went back work .
wash plates till 10 plus . and went home .
stupid lahs . == keep kena scolded by someone today == told iris about this.
she told me smth damn funny . hahas. was laughing away when reading her msg (:
shall be a nice person and nt say out wad thing (: hehs :D im good alrites :D HAHAS .
and yesssss (:
ILOVE BAOBEHS , BESTIE , WIFEY , LAOGONG , AND MY 2E3 SISTERS (:
hahas :D
yesyes , i shall end here . tada ~
TAG ME MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:25 AM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ♥
IRIS: aiya i will sure find a time de la haha<3
yous say de ahs . :D
gnoyniL :B: Hohohos! going have outing soon?
ers. yaya . LOL.
♥Ruhayu: blablahs .
LOL. blablahs dosen tell me when ure free. hahahas. LOL.
♥ иakamuяa яιsa: I SAW YOUR NOTICESlol. i free everyday. jus let me know whn you all goin out 2 days in advancee
♥ иakamuяa яιsa: && miss yaa tooo~
okay okay , sure .i miss yous toos. (:
MICHELLE♥: Hubby , you look so cute while working [:
no luhs ><><
Sherry: ehhhhs... I first time tag ur blog worhs. LOLS. okay lahs. See you soon agns alrites?
hahas. wahhhh . miracle :D hahahs :D see yous soon (: i miss yous.
IRIS: haha today is rly damn tired but fun!!!!!!!XD
yah luhs yah luhs (: hahas . i want work with yous agns ): stupid manager lahs !!!
Sherry: you go where work
np , chewy junior dere luhs ><
IRIS: HAHA YA LA YA LA SUPER HAPPY!!! WAHAHA
hahas. wahhh . so man qiang ><
Grace: cheryl dun love me sdun want friend cheryl liao XD
LOL. ILOVE GRACE CHIA WEI TING ALSOOOOO ! happy bo ? LOL
listened to the sweet sound @ 3:11 AM
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hahs. was bored today . woke up and cook noodles. damn im hungry now can .
and went over michelle wifey house today (:
im working tomo and thurs . stupid lahs . alone ): awwww. ><
baobehs : i've read ure post, yeahs . all the quarells we had this few days seriously drift us apart . im sorry for nt calling yous and trying to meet yous up though . i hope we wont have those quarells anymore though . 1 year plus frenship , is hard to put down , all those memories , and those fun . we've promise to last till long (: we're gonna keep thts promise. many ppl dun see things right about our sistership due to the many quarells we had. each and everytime we finish our quarell , i told and ask myself nt to bother anymore . but it seems harder dhens ever. it isnt so easy to put everything down . yea. since everything had alr been settle we shouldn be bother about the past anymore. we shouldn look back anymore. lets last yeas (:
wifey : i noe , yous had been puting on a brave front . after reading those offline msges yous gave to him , i noe ure sad. cheer up wifey , im here for yous (: anythings can come tell me . wads gone is alr gone , yous told me to look forward thts tym . yous should toos . rmb alot ppl is here for yous , we're here supporting yous all the way . so dun be sad anymore. time heals everyting . give me a call or anything (: i'll be dere (: cheer up wifey (: and of cos ,i'll always be dere for yous ders (:
to iris bestie and grace laogong . i did promise ure im gonna quit , im gonna keep to my promise if i can (: those tym i spend with ure were really fun . i noe , ure dun lyk me smking , esp when im out with ure , but bear with me . and yesssss ~ im waiting for our outing soonnnnnnnnn~ bestieeee , find tym out (: i understand ure mum had been controling yous. nt letting yous come out with me . i understand why . she thot im those sort thts would lead yous astray . but i will prove her wrong someday alrites (: laogong !!! everytym ask yous out also nt free . LOL . must come out hors. i noe being with me very sian lahs. hahas. budden hors. too bad luhs (: who ask yous married with me alr (: hahahs:D yesyes (: im doneeeeeee ~
listened to the sweet sound @ 2:49 AM
Sunday, November 2, 2008 ♥
hoho !~
im back frm work (:
fun and tiring . leg pain . standing dere for dunnoe how many stupid hours.
but it was fun .
the workers dere were really nice and friendly though . hahas.
came home talking to mum and dad about my story .
i heard this conver frm my parents room while i using com .
father : ure duaghter very luo shuo yous noe. ( talkative ) in chinese .
mother : aiya . she 1st tym go work confirm de mah . yous still rmb tht tym she at msia , 2 days no talk jiu fever .
and i was laughing away in my room . hahas.
shall talk about my work .
had this damn funny guy , his name was sky 'tian kong ' LOL .
he damn funny though .
was washing the plates and i cause a flood, whole floor wet.
and he was dere , flood ah flood ah . and swim alr.
and iris almost fell . and he told us
both of yous fell down i surely laugh .
dhen i told him , scarly is yous fall . i 1st to laugh .
dhen got one gal she say old ppl cannot fall down de.
so we're down dere crapping . LOL.
went for dinner at about 6.30 .
rest and ate dinner . till 7.15 went back work .
time was damn slow before dinner , but after dinner time damn fast . cos im chatting away with 2 china guys . one is 30 + i think .
i was doing the topping while iris washing plates. kept disiao iris , cos she almost wash her plates for whole day . HAHA .
and tht china guy ask me yishun is north or wad.
and i ask iris.
me : iris , yishun is north or wad ahs?
iris : mouse lah .
me : laughing non stop . wad mouse.
iris : huh ,. wad yous talking
me : yishun is north or wad ?
iris : north lah.
and both of us laughing away . LOL.
and iris told me she heard i ask
cat catch wad so she ans me mouse.
i kept laughing non stop lahs.
and this whole conver in chinese though (: hahas :D
yea. help to clean up annd finish work at 9.30
bus-ed home with iris. super fun day . crap alot.
budden leg pain lahs . LOL.
she's gonna go work tomo , and im not.
shall pei her eat lunch though (: hahas :D
and im working on thurs alone ): and we're both working tgt on sunday (:
hahahas:D
saw alot ppl today , huili , rachel , my bro and his frens , and kok pin.,
maybe dere are others. but was too busy doing my toppings and washing , which i flood the whole place. told iris i become a fish . hahas.
and thts my day for now (: shall have my dinner now :D hahas :D
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I EXTREMELY LOVE IRIS THE XI WAN PO ~
iris happy bo ? HAHAHAHHA !~
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:55 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008 ♥
hey hey hey (:
classmates :D listen up .
PRISCILLA LAOGONG , SHERRY , ESTHER SISTER , RUHAYU , JIAYING .
though some of yous wont be reading my blog (: im hereby saying i miss all of yous.
i wanted to plan a meet up for all of us soon (:
tag me letting me noe when yous'll be free (: cos im gonna be busy with working also (:
i must confirm asap though . so let me noe asap , and i will organise outing (: help me tell peeps alrites <3 loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
okays , nxt will be
GRACE LAOGONG AND IRIS BESTIE (:
both of yous super busy hor ? ask your both out everytym cannot.
I DUN CARE HOR. MUST FIND ONE DAY COME OUT ALRITES.
tell me asap when ure will be free , and when me and iris both nvr work we all go out tgt.
NO MORE EXCUSES FOR NT GOING . COMPULSORY HOR.
we've only been out for once this year lehs. nt enuf lahs. LOL. must meet up alot of tym lahs.
i dun care lahhhhh . compulsoryyyyy lahhhhhhh ~
okay okays :D im done for now :D hahahah :D
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:45 AM
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im back :D took my contact lens today (: hahas :D
and im gonna go work tomo lahs . frm 2 to 9 (:
gnoyniL :B: hahahs . yes yes , dearest (:
hahas (: dearest :D <3
Marcus†™: i miss ur crapping kinda regret asking u to "diam" DX
Marcus†™: ANW tag... n relax keep cool =]
LOL . when yous ask me diam ?LOL
Grace: eh i want to watch haha XD
ask yous come out also nt free ><
♥ иakamuяa яιsa: TAGGGGGEDD&&RUNNN
hoho!~
Esther: Sister , do survey in my post (:
ohohs .okays :D
IRIS: bestie,i'm back!!! thanks 4 ur concern!!! ILY!muarks haha
ILOVEYOUS TOOS (:
♥. CRYSTAL: everybody ! stop tagging her. her reply tags like bloody hell slow & she the lazy bun ;X
dun tag luhs . -.-
alson: Maruc fall in love with u liao lahs.. MIss ur crapping.. >.<
LAME == LOL.
MICHELLE :D: hubby . i find out something . alot people love yous ehs *jealous . chiobu seh .
LOL .dun jealous :D i will love yous always .
♥ иakamuяa яιsa: ... buttterflyy lover cn see it in net. no need spend money go cinema wach
== if i can find i no nid go watch alr. lols
Esther: SHALALALALA <3 sister
SISTER <3
♥ иakamuяa яιsa: && if you were hte noisest so do i
hahas .we're the most niosy cpl :D
♥Ruhayu: laopo, i miss you alrdy lerrhs .
laogong , i miss yous ton lots toos <3
BABY ♥: wah. your blog post sibei long and cute ;D where is my link uh xingan! >;[
hahas >< i will link up soon (:
MICHELLE♥: HUBBY ^^ came to tag alr (: dont say i boxim okays (: . laughs* Erms , imissyou lahs . takecares & iloveyou . <3
loveee youuuuu tooooos ~
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:02 AM
Cheryl Tay♥