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Saturday, March 28, 2009 ♥

bloggginggggg~

sorry people , rather lazy to blog and nothing to blog about.
was in damn serious bad mood recently.

shall talk about today ?
boring day though .
initial plan was to go bishan to take my phone.
but , quarell with baby , but made it up after .
met zhibing and serene at funland. went in play game .
saw amanda , slack ard with her .
went to kfc with amanda and jireh .
alvin chin came .
followed by zhibing and serene they all .
went back funland after that , slack and played game.
while waiting for xueling
went over 726 , with alvin , baby and xueling.
to find shermaine .
got bored, went downstairs slack with xueling
and head over to 925 to find andy kor eat
baby came over .
smoke , and went home alone .
went chong pang to had dinner with parents and head over to grandma house.
went home at 11 .

initial plan for tomo was to go swimming with them .
but had to pray my great grandmother tomo , and most probly going my uncle new house.

gonna go msia next friday . im excited :D

5 more days to go ~
time really flies , sorry for everything this 2 days.

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:21 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009 ♥

Happy one year one month to me and baobeh <3
ilys: D
come back from msia soon :D imissyou laas :D

guess , somethings are still kept between me.
baobeh should know.
i've told her everything .
i dont feel right at all .
i want baobeh to faster come back .
i've lots of things to tell her.

i still feel , me and him are drifted apart.

listened to the sweet sound @ 10:12 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ♥

everything's back to square one .

thought things got better at home .
but ended up , things remains the same .
i hold back my tears , trying to control myself.
trying to control my temper .
i wanted to find ppl to tell to .
but guess everybody enjoying out there.
thought everything gotten better after so much .
maybe it was all my thinking .
a few days , and everything back to normal .
like the past.
having problems everywhere .

i wanted everything to go normal . but things just dont go right for me.
i couldnt even salvage a sistership .
im such a failure.

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:36 AM

Monday, March 16, 2009 ♥

Hihihihihihihi ~
gotten my new fone :D
happyyyyy :D
and yeaa , woke up at 9 today .
went out at 11 plus , darren kor came to find me at my house here.
headed to funland , rockfever ;D
than slack till baby came :D
and baobeh and andy kor came :D
fiona laogong and xueling came toos .
met zhibing and shermaine jie at 925 and went over chong pang with baobeh .
than went to her mum shop and back to grandma house.
than went back funland ,
slack :D
went northpoint walk ard with joleen :D
cos i wasnt in a good mood :} thanks :D
than went walking ard northpoint 2 myself ,
bought myself a comb :D
and went back funland , slack awhile .
and ard 7 + walk to mrt station with baobeh .
meet my mum , than headed to chong pang .
walk till traffic light baobeh went over to her aunt house ;D
than headed to take my phone .
had dinner at chong pang and home :D

im getting use to the life im having now .
how i wish , this will go on .
i dont want anymore changes in my life .
this life is really great ;D

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:00 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009 ♥

Helloooooooooooooooo peopleeeeee :D
back to post again :D
shall post about ytd :D
last day of school :}}
but dint had a nice school day -.-
get green form for small matters _l_
shall not talk about it .
after school , slack awhile and bus to northpoint to meet grandma .
after that , went home took things and met darrenkorkor at my house downstairs .
bus-ed to school , went in school , gave things to mr tan and came out .
went over bbt shop and bus-ed home , changed and came out .
walk to 2oo plus mac with darrenkorkor to meet fiona laogong and xueling .
chatted awhile walk back funland with fiona laogong and darren korkor :D
rock fever awhile , went northpoint walk walk with baobeh :D
came back , and walk to darren house.
eat and chatted .
drank alot there , ended up was abit drunk ><
so baby send me home :}
and reached home near 11 :}

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:56 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ♥

Hellooooooooooooo :}}
super no mood today though .
but just post lo :}}
boring day like other day , just that i get to wake up late :}
went school , dint late.
had geo , chem , recess , f&n and maths.
did manage to finish my maths homework , thanks to kavita jiejie :}}
she taught me :}}
after school , bla bla bla.
went home at ard 3+ . homed and out to funland.
slack till 7+ went home .

i guess now ,
sisters are forever gone .
i couldnt be that good sister ,
which will keep all of your promises and everything .
i cant blame anything , expect myself.
guess , your might thought i have change totally.
maybe i had maybe i had not .
i dont know it myself seriously .
im sorry for what happens.
maybe ,
all along , from primary school till now .
i dint change at all .
im still the old person .
who dont know how to cherish .
till everythings gone than i started regretting .
i wanted to save all of our sisterships seriously .
but , guess nothing gonna help now.
since your had alr given up on me isnt it ?
i've made your disappointed over and over for alot of time .
i dint kept my promise.
maybe, we couldnt pass the time given to us at all .
time ruins everything.
how i wish , time could stop .
now everybody had their own lifes now isnt it .
your had yours , i had mine .
we've been drifted apart .
seriously , i had nothing to blame but myself ,
i should had hold on , keeping everything to myself.
your had been great friends to me , thats the only thing i never had forgotten .
time never stops for us , it just continue , but it depends on how we hold on to everything .
our promise are gones .
sisters still sec 4 and further on .
guess now , its forever gone ):
BGFs are gone too .
im all to blame isnt it .
im sorry .

im tired of all this.
how i wish i could just run away from reality .
i wanted to shout out everything i could .
im really stress up.
i really wanted to give up on everything .
i dont wish to go school anymore.
parents gave up on me
friends gave up on me
teachers gave up on me
im really a useless person

thanks for the ppl who had been always be with me all this while .

listened to the sweet sound @ 5:41 AM

Monday, March 9, 2009 ♥

Baby is your actions that touch me deeply <3

hohoho :D
normal school day today .
one word boringgggg ~
after school , slack ard. went home change and out again .
somethings happened.
but make me realise alot ppl do care for me after all .
thanks :}}
and baby send me home ard 7+ :}}

baby im sorry ):
whatever you told me did touch me deeply <3 iloveyous <3

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:11 AM

Sunday, March 8, 2009 ♥

okay , del previous post :}}
since everythings cleared :}}
shall talk about todayyyy :}}
went out at ard 3+ ,
meet precious :}}
and andy kor and marcus came :D
ard 4+ send precious to mrt station :}}
and went walking ard.
after awhile baby called :}}
met him and his mum at 921 .
and went with him to his father house and back to funland .
walk ard northpoint with huiying :}}
and baby send me home at ard 7+ :}}
bored dayyyy :}} but still , its fun :}}

baby im sorry ):
i will trust you more in the future.
i shouldnt have doubted you at all .

listened to the sweet sound @ 5:43 AM

Saturday, March 7, 2009 ♥

shall post today :D
went out today .
woke up about 1 plus.
bathe eat and everything and out to meet zeng hui .
went over kfc , and baobeh and andy kor come :D
precious came over toos.
slack ard , walk ard northpoint.
super moody , due to some stuffs .
still brooding over some matters about ytd ,
so cold war with baby awhile.
made it up after that .
but things still feels weird.
but at least my mood feels better .
sorry baby ):

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:03 AM

Friday, March 6, 2009 ♥

Moody ~

which gf would like their bf to ton outside .
which gf wouldn worry for their bf .
i told you before , if you really want ton ,
at least ask me . but you dint ,
you dint even told me , until i ask you .
you would never realise how worry that i will be.
yes, maybe im too sensitive to certain things .
seriously , i dont wish to bother anymore.
i dont want care anymore.
i give up . im not caring for anything anymore.
i guess i've cared too much .

listened to the sweet sound @ 6:35 AM

♥

sick today ._.
dint went school , dint went for camp . dint went for training .
went to see doctor today , had 2 days mc.
nothing much to say , i really dont have the mood now -.-

listened to the sweet sound @ 6:08 AM

Thursday, March 5, 2009 ♥

Helloooooo :}}
hohoho :D
went to school late today :}} lucky dint tio kan :D
went 417 to look for baby , baobeh they all after school . went back school for some stupid stupid things , and went home with baobeh to change .
went over my house next .
went over grandma house and train down amk .
bought bag and bus back yishun .
met baby they all at funland.
went 921 had hokkien mee and homed soon after that :}}
baby send me home :}}
gonna go for camp tomo . damn fast bodoh .
means i only get to meet baby either on sun or mon ): sadded laa.
ilys baby :}}
okok , i love sisters toos :}} esp , baobeh , ahlian , fiona laogong , grace laogong , bestie and wai fee cans :}
must miss me ppl :}}
wont be posting till monday or sunday .
rmb to tag horrrrr !~ i will reply tag after camp :}}
tada ppl :}}

listened to the sweet sound @ 8:06 AM

Monday, March 2, 2009 ♥

Hellos peepos.
in a few hours time my 1st month will be over ):
and that idiot is sleeping i guess D:

sighs , problems after problems .
stress ahhhh ~

i dont feel right .
i still feel im really being drifted apart from everybody .
even how close we appear to be , the bonds we share isnt like last time anymore.
somehow and somewhat , we're all being drifted apart .
i do miss the past, the time we use to hang out and joke tgt .
the time we went tgt for daily routines , and joke at that block .
but things just change as times went by .
all of us dont seems close anymore .
i really want everybody to be back like last time .
joke happily and outings again .
spending some of our time after school .
sharing every secrets with have with one another .
gossiping and laughing tgt .

listened to the sweet sound @ 6:44 AM

♥

Baby , Happy 1st month :}}

okay , good mood today :}}
cos why , is me and baby 1st month :}} hoho .
baby came to meet me in the morning , and went school tgt .
board bus saw dylan , and after that saw zheng hui .
was laughing over some matters. damn funny :}}
hahs.
than went school , thot will be late but in the end dint :}}
had class and everything .
after school , slack ard .
and fiona laogong and wen zhen precious went back for tripple s.
slack at outside school till 3+ ,
and laogong , precious and west came out .
baobeh came over meet us , and andy kor came out from school .
went over to 418 , laogong settle things .
tio screen half way -.- so went over east park .
talk craps and joke ard there.
slack awhile , darren kor and west went off.
than finish settleing everything went over some block slack ,
baobeh and andy kor went off.
and izzat went off after that also .
so left me , baby , laogong , jing lian and xue ling .
things happen after that , and settle again .
so took bus with baby ard 6+ , reached home near 7 .
and i practically spend my 1st month like this.
hahs :}}
im contented as long as im with him :}} thats enough for me :}}

listened to the sweet sound @ 3:11 AM