Monday, September 22, 2008 ♥
everything seems my fault now.
yeas. everything. every single stuffs.
giving attidue was my fault ? coming home late was my fault ? doing everything lyk this was my fault lah ? having oral was also my fault ? scolding back also my fault ? every thing was my fault ?
this isn the home i wanted all along ,it isn the one im used to be anymore .
so it seems tht everyone is pushing the blame on me , and its all my fault ?
my fault for making my mum lyk this ? yeahs .
my fault . EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT LAH CAN ?
even im sick , no one even bothers. i dun care anymore i guess?
im turning worst and worst .
towards ure , everything was my fault.
nothing i done is ever right lah .
everything was my fault now lah .
yah . my fault for everything lah ,
thanks bestie , for cheering me on . letting me noe . someone out dere is always dere for me (:
1 year 9 mths (: we're getting closer.
im gonna go bonkers any min or so .
imight go mad anytime , i might break down anytym .
seriously who would even bother to understand ,who would even bother to stand with me .
no one would i guess.
im facing everything alone now.
yet it seems , dere are more and more stuffs to get over with ,
im really tired of everything . im gonna break down sooner or later.
im getting frustrated easily this few days.
esp this few days lah .
exams are getting nearer and nearer . i cant cope with anything .
im really bound to flunk all my exams.
im really sick of everything . i just needed some tym alone i guess.
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:59 AM