Monday, September 29, 2008 ♥
had fun today (: made new frens. met up with munkie , xiao en , le and army boy (:
super craps.
had fun after exam . slack ard with deyao korkor they all (:
but guess, my mood was totally ruin -.-
im giving up .
i dun feel lyk doing anything anymore. i seems to be useless gal in anywhr .
i cldn even keep my promise to ppl .
i cldn even do a simple thing of studying good.
im just out to make other ppl dulan . making other ppl giving up on me.
im useless, im hopeless.
i dun worth all of your care anymore.
dun tell me ure does care. it dosen help anymore. it does help in the past .
with all of ure telling me ure does care.
it dosen help anymore now. i've really given up all hopes.
i dun deserve anything now. just let me be lyk this can .
dun tell me ure will be dere for me anymore.
cos no bodys just dere during my darkness moment .
i hid myself in a corner and cry , till my eyes went swollen .
yet no ones dere. to console me , lending me the shoulder.
everyone has been very busy with their work now .
nobody has the tym to care for me now i guess.
everybody has their own ppl now .
they dun have tht tym for me anymore.
i really dun want to add to their burdens anymore.
guess , is the best i just kept everything with me .
boy , as tym went by. we began to drift.
maybe the problem is nt with yous. maybe is with me.
maybe is all my fault.
i wanted yous to be the most impt person in my life.
whenever i have things yous will be the 1st one i could find.
even happy or sad.
budden it dosen seems tht way .
whenever i nided someone to talk to ,
ure always nt the 1st person i would find .
peers are asking me to give up on this relationship , its pointless to hold on .
i dint noe wad to do either .
at least , in the past , you msg me almost everyday .
yet , till now , nt a single msg frm yous,
i guess, im losing my feelings.
i dunnoe wad to do anymoree.
yous werent dere when i nided yous the most .
it still bothers me alot . yet , i guess, im really tired.
i just nided a break frm everything.
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:12 AM