Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥
its forever gone now ):
hais ):
thanks baobehs , bestie , grace laogong , pris laogong , wifey , mandy darlin and kailin xingan (:
for cheering me on , noeing thats im being love by ure (:
i still can let everything down .
cried in chinese class todays. scolding teacher. hais ><
i kept on throwing my tantrum in sku today .
kept on showing black face im sorry .
boy , ure still in my mind.
im still thinking bout all the past fun we had.
i made this chioce. im sorry .
my last good bye for yous i guess,
but we're still frens.
i couldn let everything go yets.
i was hoping for ure reply , telling me yous would change for me .
but it wasn , im really disappointed.
yous wanted me to understand , wad about me ,
who would understand me .
i guess, yous could find someone better dhens me.
who could understand yous much better.
boy , stay happy.
study hard for ure exams , dun retain anymore.
treat mummy better , let her be happy.
stay happy (:
hope yous find someone better (:
guess , its gonna be my last tym calling yous
baby ):
time couldn go back .
1 mth + , i noe it wont come back anymore.
i cried , yea . im sad . but i guess. i should continue .
im really stress up now. with all this things bugging me,
family , frens and exams .
i really couldn cope anymore.
nobody seems to understand fully.
but i guess, im still glad , ppl are with me (: thanks guys (:
let me be , im gonna be alrite .
but its nt gonna be so fast .
i couldn go on strong anymore. i'll try .
yet its gonna be hard.
fake smiles , real tears . when will the laughter be coming back .
hais ><
listened to the sweet sound @ 2:12 AM