Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ♥
hohoho !~
baobehs , last long alrites (: cherish this chance back (: i believe both of yous can make it thru (: '
and yes , im still thinking alot after so much .
its alr been 9 days , i thot i could easily put everything down .
after talking on fone with ahlian and bryan kor ytd . i just realise alot of things.
maybe afterall , wad they say wasnt wrong .
maybe , its really time for me , to let everything go ,
no point holding on it , when he dosent even bother .
wadever i've done , seems to be pointless,
nothing seems to change at all ,
even how much effort i've put it , nothing comes out.
how i was hoping at the very start , i could just be tht good girl you wanted.
nothing of all this would have happen isnt it ,
why am i so stupid to pick up smoking and everything .
but i guess , is really too late to regret isnt it .
my frens are all disappointed in me due to smoking ,
my parents too .
i thot is my choice , but now after everything i realise ,
they care for me .
seriously , i've really disappointed some of my frens , esp bestie .
we've been thru so much tgt , ytd now agn , we're driting apart .
i've done nth , to show i deserve ure concern at all ,
infact , you've really done alot for me . yet i done nth at all .
im really such a disappointment .
listened to the sweet sound @ 9:30 PM