Thursday, January 29, 2009 ♥
Good morning ppl :}}
guess everyone is at school now. LOL.
but me , baobeh and ahlian is not :}}
im still not really feeling well . almost vomited just now -.-
idiot .
chatted with baobeh on fone just now , cos she called me wake. LOL.
gonna meet her up soon :}}
then meet ahlian :D
then at 1 go meet andy kor and the rest outside school .
hahs :}}
post more when im back . hohoho :}}
fuck up family, when will it end -.-
im alr sick , what more they expect from me .
im tired of all this stuffs. givmme a break .
-edited-
homed :}}
went out , had breakfast . slack ard, went off 4oo plus look for jireh and others.
then went off slack , went to fiona laogong house.
and off to wilfred kor house.
then off to their frens house. smth happened there -.-
then home ard 8 .
im tired , how i wish
i really dont have to go home anymore.
im tired of this family, tired of everything .
idiot family i have .
when they ever can understand me.
im sad , im crying .
im forcing myself to smile.
i thought i could but i really cant.
i hate myself for crying ,
i hate myself for getting angry easily .
i hate myself for saying everything .
i hate myself for not doing anything .
im really hopeless, im really useless.
how i wish i could end everything .
i hate everything . maybe in all of your eyes, im just as hopeless and useless as it be.
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:58 PM