had school in morning ,
had 5 periods, crapping away :}}
and after recess had concert .
but personally , the concert nicest part was the basketball and wushu only.
lols.
and yeaa ,
went outside school .
and 4oo plus with jireh and others.
and went back home , change and went out to meet them again .
and waited for baobeh and ahlian till about 5 plus, bus-ed to bugis. wasnt really feeling well , due to whole day dint eat .
almost vomited .
reached bugis , went food court , ate and went shopping .
bought 1 shirt and one dress :}}
and went bk find the jireh and the others .
crapped . and bus-ed back yishun .
sat with wilfred korkor on bus :}}
its been really long since i ever talk to him for such a long time alr.
and went 9oo plus
vomited -.-
and went 925 to eat .
and home ard 10+ :}}

i hope wilfred korkor and wifey is alright , sighs.




everybody is disappointed in me now .
i've never done anything to make any body happy.
all i done was making them angry .
im stress up enough .
my parents and grandparents are disappointed in me.
my friends are disappointed in me.
all i've done was giving empty promise.
i couldn even fulfil any promise i've made to them .
im really hopeless .
for smoking matter , i hope your do understand .
is not as easy as your think ,
yes, its bad for my health , i know what im doing .
i know your do care . i appreciate it alot .
but , after one month and one month of promises ,
i doubt i can make it this time round again .
im sorryy .
all this months and days .
all those laughters and brave fronts are really fake.
i couldn continue like this anymore.
im breaking down soon .
im crying down hard right now .
and who's gonna be there for me . none .
even whenever im home.
im just stepping into a empty house.
i rather im just dead then having all this things.
im a bad sister , im a bad friend , im a bad duaghter .
i had nothing good in me .
like what jiaying ask me , what you do then sleeping and playing computers game.
seriously , even i had that determined to study . i wont be able to make it .
i really can forget about getting below 20 for o's
im a serious failure . i couldn do anything right .
even playing audi , even how much i trained , i still couldn make it .
i feel like giving up on everything.
i dint know why im like this.
i just got mood swings easily , get angry and attitude easily.
i couldn just keep all my emotions inside me anymore .
im sorryy , for all those attitudes given .

i guess , even im given forever ,
i wont be able to change . i'll be always like this.
my change just stands for a period of time .
guess now , im back to my old self again .

Cheryl Tay♥
Friendster &EMAIL
i turn older on every 14oct :}}currently 14 going 15 :}}
&im studying in nvss current 3e3
Audition is loveee , find me in audi
my ign , MILKTEA-x3
i love all my girlfriends and sisters <3
i love to daydream alot
i cry for little things , but i could be happy easily.
im childish and attitude at times
but , im still friendly and easy going
im seriously lazy at times :D
and , my precious ones are
MinEr , HuiLi , Iris , Grace , Michelle
they were the ones who make my day(:
and ILoveThems
my sister are forever LOVE toos ;}}
Fiona, wen zhen, huiying ,Sherry,Jiaying,Priscilla,Esther

Min er baobehs , HuiLi ahlian , Iris bestie ,Grace laogong , Michelle wifey (: <3
they never fails to brighten up my life , all this times
they had been holding on my childishness, attitude for all this while
helping me in whatever im doing , thanks gfs ;]]
they are forever Loveee by me ;]]

BGFs ,sisters , Gans to be forever
Sisters to be back ):
good results in mye (:
More cash
outing with BGFs
world peace
everyone to be happy
Zoo / escape / jurong bird park with love ones :}}
shoppingggggg spreeee
outing with sisters
pigs collection

Dao Dai - Jolin Tsai
MinEr, Baobehhs.♥
HuiLi, Ahlian.♥
Michelle, wifey.♥
Grace laogong .♥
Iris bestie :D .♥
Violet, Daddy.
Kailin, Xingan.♥
Angela.
Cindy, Jie.
Esther, sister.
Jafred.
Jinghui[=
Kathryn, DearDear.
Linyong, Dearest.
Madeline.
Ruhayu, Darling.♥
Yuxuan.
Vincent.
Jack, AhKor.
Yixin.
Joyce.
PingYing, JieJie.
HuiYing.♥
KokPin, kor.
Priscilla, Laogong.♥
MinHui, AiAi.
Jessica

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