Saturday, January 3, 2009 ♥
homed :D
went to dentist today .
wanted to ask baobehs to find me . but , she couldn come out so nvm .
msg amanda mei (: ask her smth ,
was audi-ing with baobehs and munkie , ubp .
dear call me say he wanted to find me at yishun .
jitao shock .
he came anw.
ubp half way , he called asking whr i was.
told him i was still at home.
and he walk to my house downstairs to look for me.
shock tht he could find his ways to my house also .
went down mit him ,
called amanda mei agn . she came over find me .
with her frens ,
slack with dear and zk at playgrd , and went up block , sit down . chatted.
lols , went over northpoint library , sit down dere and walk ard.
slack awhile , and wanted to find amanda mei at mac, they dint wanted to go .
walk away , im sorry :X
went back mrt station to find thems ,
they told me they wanted to go back hougang .
was abit disappointed though .
pei-ed them waited for bus and went off to grandma house.
cousin came, and pass me new moon and breaking dawn books.
was suppose to be happy , but idks wad feeling was bugging me .
read new moon book , nice lahs "D im still half way thru :D
the book super thick though -.-
guess, it will take me sometime to read finish ><
parents came and had dinner .
walk to kitchen and felt giddy ,
dint had appetite to eat , so dint eat much ,
went home alone , parents wanted to buy things.
and now im home :D
those stupid weird feelings are still bugging me.
im feeling insecure one agns .
guess, i still couldn keep those memories behind me .
im losing every confidence i had agn . sighs.
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:44 AM